sLfied ieh pihlI vyrf hoieaF hY ik sLomxI kmytI vlo ivdvfnf dy lyK pHV ky Auqwr idqy hn. mnjIq isMG klkwqf vlo zf: dlgIr dy lyK vfry aqy dljIq isMG bydI vlo blvIr isMG sUc dy lyK df Auqwr pHV ky buhq hI KusLI hoeI hY ik sfzI kyNdrI kmytI dy ivdvfnf ny afpxI ijMmyvfrI nMU pCfixaf hY. afs krdy hF ik ieh cMgI rvfieq jo suLrU hoeI hY awgo qo jfrI rhygI.
mnjIq isMG klkwqf jI, afp jI df pwqr pHVn ipCo pYdf hoey sLMky dI invrqI vfsqy afp jI dI syvf ivwc hfjr hoieaf hF.
afp jI ny iliKaf hY "zf: idlgIr df ieh lyK vI pihly lyKF vFg qwQF qy swcfeI qoN lwKF koh dUr hY. jQydfr tOhVf mfrc dy pihly do hPqy aMimRqsr afey hI nhIN. Auh 14 mfrc nMU KzUr sfihb qy goieMdvfl sfihb qoN ho ky rfq nMU aMimRqsr puwjy sn." klkwqf jI inmrqf sfihq bynqI hY ik zF dlgIr jQydfr tOhVf vfry nhI; jQydfr vydFqI vfry gwl kr irhf hY.
"mYN 4 mfrc nUM AunHF nUM Aucycy qOr `qy aMimRqsr jf ky iml ky ieh gwl smJfeI sI qy AunHF ny myrI gwl nfl iek rfey vI jLfihr kIqI sI qy vfadf kIqf sI ik asIN dovyN (mYN qy vydFqI jI) rl ky ies nUM tflx ivc rol adf krFgy pr isrPL iek idn pihlF (8 aqy 9 mfrc dI rfq nUM) vydFqI jI ny tOhVy awgy hiQafr sut idqy qy akfl qKLq sfihb dI qOhIn krvfAux ivc sLfiml hox dy ksUrvfr bx gey . vydFqI jI nUM ieh kmjLorI nhIN sI idKfAuxI cfhIdI ikAuN ik hux AunHF nUM nOkrI dI koeI loV nhIN sI qy AunHF kol coKI rkm iekwTI ho cukI sI . pr kmjLor gurdy vfly vydFqI jI ny tOhVy dy hukm nUM tfl ky sLhId hoxf mnjLUr nhIN kIqf blik qvfrIKL ivc KLudkusLI krnI mnjLUr kr leI hY ."
"mYN 4 mfrc 2004 dy idn aMimRqsr ivc akfl qKLq sfihb dy muK syvfdfr igafnI joigMdr isMG (vydFqI) jI nUM imilaf sI qy AunHF nfl joigMdr isMG spoksmYn dy msly bfry ivcfrF kIqIaF sn . mYN AunHF nUM smJfieaf sI ik joigMdr isMG nUM "Kfirj" krnf BfrI Buwl hovygI ikAuN ik ies kfrvfeI nUM pMQ ny kbUl nhIN krnf qy hr koeI joigMdr isMG spoksmYn nfl pihlF vFg hI sbMD rKdf rhygf . Aultf ies nfl akfl qKLq sfihb df ruqbf Gt jfvygf ikAuN ik ies nfl lokF ivc ieh gwl PLYlygI ik hux akfl qKLq sfihb (dy aKOqI jQydfrF) df "hukm" koeI vI mMnx nUM iqafr nhIN hY . ies kr ky ieh bckfxf hrkq nhIN kIqI jfxI cfhIdI . ies `qy Auh myry nfl iek rfey ho gey sn . pr AunHF puiCaf ik mOjUdf hflq ivc kI kIqf jfvy qF mYN suJfa idqf sI ik qusIN akfl qKLq sfihb qoN joigMdr isMG dI inMdf kr idE . ieh vI koeI Kfirj krn qoN Gt kfrvfeI nhIN mMnI jfvygI . pr Auh ies qoN kuJ vD krnf cfhuMdy sn . ies qy mYN slfh idqI ik Auh apIl kr dyx ik spoksmYn nUM gurduafiraF dIaF lfiebryrIaF ivc nf mMgvfieaf jfvy . myry vwloN smJfAux qy igafnI jI mMn gey . AunHF mYnUM ikhf ik mYN 10 qfrIKL nUM mIitMg ivc af jfvF qy bfkI "jQydfrF" nUM vI smJf dyvF . mYN AunHF nUM ikhf ik mYN 10 qfrIKL nUM iek KLfs smfgm ivc hfijLr hox df bcn dy cukf hF ies kr ky myry vfsqy musLikl hY . AunHF ikhf ik iekbfl isMG ptnf, qlvMzI sfbo qy blvMq isMG aqy qrlocn isMG kysgVH 9 qfrIKL nUM aMimRqsr hoxgy qy qusIN Aus idn aMimRqsr af jfvo . afpF dovyN AunHF nUM mnf lvFgy .
"mYN 8 qfrIKL nUM igafnI jI nfl PLon `qy glbfq kIqI qF AunHF myry nfl 9 qfrIKL dI mulfkfq pwkI kr leI. pr jd 9 qfrIKL nUM svyry sfZy XfrHF vjy mYN AunHF nUM ikhf ik mYN cMzIgVH qoN clx lgf hF qF AunHF ikhf ik "bfkI sfry nhIN mMndy qusIN nf afE ." iek idlcsp gwl ieh hY ik Aus vyly ajy bfkI dy aMimRqsr ivc puwjy nhIN sn . mYN igafnI jI nUM ikhf ik qusIN gLlqI nf kro . ies `qy AunHF dy mUMhoN inkl igaf "myry `qy bhuq prYsLr hY, mYN mjbUr hF ." drasl mYnUM ieh gwl svyry hI pqf lg geI sI ik tOhVf ny igafnI joigMdr isMG (vydFqI) nUM "iJVk" mfrI hY ik Auh spoksmYN dy mfmly ivc iZwl ikAuN idKfxI cfhuMdf hY . drasl ieh tOhVf hI hY jo spoksmYn qoN bdlf lYx `qy quilaf hoieaf hY."
pr mnjIq isMG jI afp ilKdy ho ik, sfry isMG sfihbfnF qoN pusLtI kIqI jf skdI hY ik kdI jwQydfr tOhVf ny AunHF dy kMm kfj ivwc dKl-aMdfjLI kIqI jF dbfE pfieaf.
afp jI dy bcn ik, "1997 qoN sLRomxI kmytI dy "iswK ieiqhfs rIsrc borz" dy zfierYktr dy ahudy `qy kMm krdy rhy hn. 16 mfrc 1999 nUM bIbI jfgIr kOr dy pRDfn bx jfx `qy Auh Kud hI asqIPf dy ky cly gey sn. ipCly agsq mhIny sLRomxI kmytI ny afpxy "iswK ieiqhfs rIsrc borz" dy zfierYktr dI asfmI leI iesLiqhfr idwqf. imQI geI qfrIK aqy sQfn qy zf: idlgIr ieMtrivAU leI pysL hoey. AunHF arjLI vI nhIN idwqI sI. cox kmytI ny AunHF nUM srtIiPkyt idKfAux leI ikhf, pr AunHF nhIN idKfey. AunHF nUM afK idqf igaf ik srtIiPkyt idKf ky ies afsfmI `qy hfjLr ho skdy ho. zf:idlgIr cfhuMdy sn ik ieh post AunHF nUM pysL kIqI jfey, ajyhf nhIN kIqf igaf".
pr nfl hI afp jI ny ieh vI ilK idqf ik, "pr jy kr koeI aKOqI ivdvfn iksy sfrI kOm dI sLrDf, ivsLvfsL aqy Dfrimk jLjLbfqF nUM afpxIaF kwcIaf ipwlIaF ilKqF rfhIN Tys phuMcfey, gurU sfihbfn, gurbfxI, aimRq-sMcfr, ardfs bfry sLMky AuTfey, ikMqU pRMqU kry, kI Aus nUM iswK aKvfAux df koeI hwk hY?
mnjIq isMG jI ieh sLMkf dUr kro ik, jy zf: dlgIr nMU isWK aKvfAux df vI hwk nhI aqy Auh ilKdf vI kwcf iplf hI hY qF Auh iswK ieiqhfs rIsrc borz dy zfierYktr dy ahudy `qy ikvy puhMc igaf. aqy duvfrf Aus nMU ies ahudy qy hfjr hox leI ikAU ikhf igaf? jdo afp jI ieh vI mMndy ho ik zf: dlgIr ny arjI vI nhI sI idqI. mnjIq isMG jI sLomxI kmytI dy kMm krn dy qrIky vfry jfxkfrI dyx df buhq buhq DMnvfd
kI ieh swc nhI ik qusI vI bIbI jgIr kor dy pRDfn bx jfx qy hI bfdl dI vjfrq ivWco asqIPf idwqf sI? jy tohVf sfihb pRDfn bx skdy ny, qusI skwqr bx skdy ho qF zF; dlgIr nfl ivqkrf ikAu? srtIiPkyt idKfAux vflI gwl qF gwzy nfl kwtf bMnx vflI gwl hI lgdI hY. asl kfrn qF koeI hor hI hoxf hY. Gr dy BYqI qF ieh vI dwsdy hn ik qusI ies post leI iewk qo vwD ivdvfnf nMU lfrf lfieaf hoieaf hY. iek gwl qy mY afp jI nfl sihmq hf ik afps ivwc koeI mwq-Byd pYdf hox qy vI Gr dy Byq jwg jfihr nhI krny cfhIdy, Blf kwlkqf jI kI loV sI zF dlgIr nMU hyT ilKIaf pMgqIaf ilKx dI,
"kI drbfr sfihb ivc afqsLbfjLI clfAuxf shI hY ? ies vfr drbfr sfihb ivc 22 lwK rupY dI afqsLbfjLI df tYNzr pfs hoieaf sI . (AuNÖ juzIsLIal kimsLn ivc kys jf cukf hY ik 4 lwK dI QF bzUMgr (pRDfn), hrbyaMq (skwqr) qy ajfieb isMG mYnyjr ny 22 lwK df tYzr mnjLUr kIqf . ies ihsfb nfl ies ivwcoN 18 lwK rupY KfDy gey hn . DMn iswKI, DMn bfdl qy Aus nUM akflI smJx qy Aus df sfQ dyx vfly bygLYrq lok) .
afp jI dy bcn, "sRI akfl qKLq sfihb ny gurU sfihbfn, gurbfxI, aMimRq, ardfs afid Auqy ikMqU pRMqU krn df noits lYxf huMdf hY" aqy kflf aPgfnf vfry afp jI ilKdy ho ik, "sfrI Aumr klm nhIN cuwkI, ipCly kuJ sflF qoN ilKxf sLurU kIqf hY, Auh vI gurU sfihbfn, gurbfxI, aMimRq sMcfr qy gurmiq mrXfdf bfry Brm-BulyKy KVy kr ky pMQ ivwc Puwt pfAux leI – Auh ilK nhIN irhf, jfpdf hY ik koeI sLkqI ilKvf rhI hY."
jd afp jI ieh mMndy ik ik kflf aPgfnf ipCly kuJ sflF qo ilK irhf hY qF Aus dIaf ilKqf df noits Aus dI pihlI ilKq qy hI ikAu nhI ilaf igaf? jdo ik Auh afpxI hr ilKq nMU pRYs ivwc Byjx qo pihlf sLomxI kmytI nMU Byjdf irhf hY? awj qk Drm pRcfr kmytI dy ivdvfnf ny kflf aPgfnf dI iksy ilKq nMU guru gRMQ sfihb jI dI bfxI ivco pMj sLbdf df hvflf dy ik gurimq ivroDI sfbq kIqf hovy qf jfxkfrI dyx dI ikRpflqf krnI jI. pr jy prK dI kwsvtI hI gurUu gRMQ sfihb jI dI bfxI dI Qf gurivlfs pfqsLfhI CyvI hY Pyr qF rwb hI rfKf! kI kflf aPgfnf aqy spoksmYn dy iKlfP kIqI geI krvfeI df asl kfrn igafnI joigMdr isMG jI vlo pMQk srmfey nfl CpvfeI geI gurivlfs pfqsLfhI CyvI nhI hY? ijs ivwc afp jI df vI pRsMsf pwqr "sfihq qy smfj" Cwipaf hoieaF hY. mnjIq isMG klkwqf jI, kI ieh pRLNsMNsf pwqr ikqfb nMU pHVn qo ipCo qusI afp hI iliKaf sI jF pRo mnjIq isMG jI dy pRsMsf pwqr vfg vydfqI jI jF zF: amrjIq isMG jI ny hI ilK idqf sI? spoksmYn ivwc ieh vI pHiVaf sI ik sLomxI kmytI ny ies ikqfb nMU vfps lY ilaf hY. mnjIq isMG, jy ieh Kbr swc hY qF ieh spwsLt kro ik ies ikqfb nMU vfps ikAu ilaf igaf hY aqy ies gurmwq ivroDI ikqfb dy sMpfdkF aqy pMQk srmfey nfl CpvfAux vfilaf dy iKlfP kI kfrvfeI kIqI geI hY; jy nhI qF ikAu?
hoeIaf Bulf leI iKmf krnf jI
afdr sihq
srvjIq isMG
(pfTkf nMU bynqI hY ik guriblfs pfqsLfhI CyvI vfry hor
jfxkfrI lYx leI hyT ilKy ilMk qy kilk kro jI)
