gurbKsL isMG kflf-aPLgfnf dy inWjI jIvn qy dosL?

ipCly kfPI smyN qoN srdfr gurbKLsL isMG kflf aPLgfnf dy inWjI jIvn qy keI dosL lfey jf rhy hn. keIaF ny qF rsfly qF sfry df sfrf aMk hI ies dy iKlfP kwiZaf hY. cfhIdf qF ieh sI ik gurmiq dy muwidaF qy hI vIcfr crcf krdy. pr nhIN, keIaF nUM qF dUsry dy jIvn qy icwkV suwty qoN ibnHF sLfied nINd hI nhIN afAuNdI. mYN pihlF vI keI vfrI ilK cuwkf hF ik mYN iksy dy jIvn dI koeI grMtI nhIN idMdf pr inWkI ijhI gwl dy bfq dy bqMgV bxfAux vflI gwl nUM vI nhIN mMndf. ies dunINaF ivc koeI vI aYsf duwD Doqf ivafkqI nhIN hY, ijs ny ik sfrI Aumr ivc koeI nf koeI glqI nF kIqI hovy. ieWk akfl purK hI Buwlx qoN rihq hY, hor sB jIv Buwlxhfr hn. dyKxF ieh vI huMdf hY ik kIqI hoeI Buwl ikqnI ku vwzI hY? Aus dI glqI df dUsry nUM kI nuksfn hoieaf? kI glqI jfx buwJ ky kIqI hY jF acfnk hI hoeI hY? jy kr koeI gurmiq nUM cMgI qrHF smJ ky jfx buwJ ky jIvn qoN igrn vflI koeI glqI (kurihq) kry qF aijhf ivafkqI vfikaf hI inMdx Xog hY aqy Auh sjf df hwkdfr hY. aijhy iksy ivafkqI df qF mYN ibWlkuwl hI nhIN pwK pUr skdf. ieWQy iek bIqI Gtnf df ijLkr krnF kuQFh nhIN hovygf:

koeI ieWk dhfky qoN vI pihlF dI gwl hY ik ieWQy bI[ sI[ knyzf ivc ieWk sLhId isWK imsLnrI kflj aMimRqsr qoN piVHaf hoieaf pRcfrk afieaf. Auh Br juafnI ivc sI, gurmiq df igafn vI kfPI sI aqy Auh styj qy kfPI Tuwk bMnH lYNdf sI. jdoN Auh sfzy sLihr ivc afieaf qF asIN Aus dI kfPI pRsMsf kIqI aqy hr qrHF nfl Aus dI shfieqf kIqI. kuWJ mhIinaF bfad Aus dy jIvn qy dUsLx lwgxy sLurU ho gey. jdoN sfnUM ies gwl df pwkf prUP iml gieaf ik Auh vfikaf hI ieWk vwzI glqI kr ky afpxy jIvn qoN igr cuwkf hY qF asIN sKLq qoN sKLq sLbdfvlI vrq ky ieWQy pMjfbI pyprF ivc kZvf idWqf ik ies nUM koeI vI iksy gurduafry ivc kQf nF krn dyvy. Auh muV ky hux qwk bI[ sI[ dy iksy vI gurduafry ivc nhIN bol sikaf, hor iksy sUby jF dysL ivc boilaf hovy qF asIN kih nhIN skdy.

srdfr gurbKsL isMG kflf aPLgfnF dy jIvn qy dosL bhuqy krky do zyrfvfdIaF vloN lfey jFdy hn. AunHF dy jvfb qF qusIN kflf aPLgfnF vloN ilKy agFh pVH ilE. keI qF dosL ieqny by-Qvy hn ik AunHF dy jvfb dyxf, inrf smF brbfd krn vflI gwl hY. imsfl dy qOr qy ieWk BfeI ilKdf hY ik " kflf aPgfnF kMm qF koeI krdf nhIN, sfnUM Auh dwsy, Aus nUM pYsf ikWQoN afAuNdf hY?" ies BfeI nUM ieqnF vI nhIN pqf ik ieWQy knyzf ivc 10 sfl rihx vfly 65 sfl qoN Aupr ivafkqI nUM knyzf gOrimMt gujLfry jogI pYNnsLn lf idMdI hY. aqy kflf aPLgfnF iksy vwzy mihl mfVIaF ivc nhIN rihMdf sgoN iek purfxI ijhI bysimMt (pihlI mMjl ijhVI 4ku Puwt DrqI ivc hY) ivc rihMdf hY. Aus df gujfrf Aus dI pYNnsLn nfl hoeI jFdf hY. jy kr pYsy dI hor loV pY hI jfvy qF AunHF dy do juafeI ieQy knyzf amrIkf ivc rihMdy hn. ieWk mYzIkl zfktr hY aqy dUjf pRoPYsr hY. Auh AunHF qoN lY skdf hY aqy lY vI lYNdf hY. hvfeI sPr smyN AunHF dIaF itktF, AunHF nUM swdx vfly Byjdy hn.

asIN cfhuMdy qF nhIN sI, pr jdoN ieh htdy hI nhIN, qF lE iPr ienHF zyrfvfdIaF dy ikrdfr qy mfVI ijhI pMCI Jfq mfr hI lYNdy hF. mYN afpxy vloN koeI vI gwl bxf ky nhIN ilK irhf. ieh sfrf kuwJ mIzIey ivc af cuwkf hY qy jF iPr lokF ivc crcf df ivsLf irhf hY. ijs bMdy dI sLRo: kmytI aqy akfl qKLq qy cMgI puwC-igWC sI aqy ieh vI smiJaf jFdf hY ik kflf aPLgfnf nUM zyrfvfdIaF dy pMQ ivcoN aKOqI qOr qy Cykx ivc ies bMdy dI aihm BUimkf sI. kI do dhfky qoN vI pihlF ies bMdy qy iek gorI (XogI hrBjn isMG dI sLrDflU) nfl blfqkfr krn dy dosL nhIN sn lwgy? ieQy ieh gwl vI cyqy rwKx vflI hY ik kflf aPLgfnf qy sB qoN vwzf dosL blfqkfr krn dI koisLsL krn df lgdf hY aqy ies bMdy qy blfqkfr kIqy df dosL hY. dohF qy dosL hn, swc JUT vfry mYN kuwJ nhIN kih skdf. ienHF dohF dI qulnF qusIN afp hI kr lYxI ik ikhVf ijafdf GtIaf hY? kI iek zyry vfly aKOqI sMq qy, sMq puxy qoN pihlF jdoN Auh ptvfrI huMdf sI, kurpsLn dy dosL nhIN sn lwgy? kI iesy kurpsLn krky hI qF nhIN sI kwiZaf? kI Aus qy ieh vI dUsry zyry vfly dosL nhIN lfAuNdy rhy ik Auh rfq nUM pihly aKOqI mhF-pursL dIaF typF qy hor smfn rfq nUM hnyry ivc corIN cuwk ilafieaf sI? dosL qF iek mhf-pursL qy ieh vI lwgdy hn ik jdoN dsm gRMQ df pfT ies zyry ivc huMdf sI qF ieh mhF-pursL aMdr vV ky Trk (iqRaf cirqR dy pfT smyN) Bogdf huMdf sI. ieh dosL vI AuhI lfAuNdf hY jo ies mhF-pursL dy nfl irhf sI hor koeI nhIN. ieWk hor bfbf jI ijnHF vfry ieh kfPI msLhUr hY ik Aus ny iek kiQq mhF-pursL nfl 20 sfl joVI dI syvf kIqI sI. kI Aus qy ieh dosL nhIN lwgy ik Aus ny ivdysLF ivcoN mfieaf iekwTI kr ky sfrI Aus gurduafry nUM nhIN idWqI, ijs dIaF Auh rsIdF idMdf huMdf sI aqy nOkrI krdf sI? kI Aus qy mfieaf hVwpx aqy rsIdF dI hyrf PyrI dy dosL nhIN lwgy? kI iesy kfrn qF nhIN Aus nUM AuQoN kwiZaf? hirmMdr sfihb dIaF pRkrmF aqy invfs dy hor kmiraF ivc jo kuwJ keI sfl huMdf irhf hY, kI Auh iksy qoN Buwilaf hoieaf hY? awj dy mwsf rMgV vflI rIport jo ik dysL-ibdysL dy keI aKbfrF ivc CpI sI, Aus ivc keI AuGy nfmvr aKOqI KfilsqfnI joiDaF dy kfrnfmy Cpy sn, kI Auh iksy qoN Buwly hoey hn? afpxI Gr vflI nUM Cwz ky pitafly koTI ivc iek gAux vflI nUM rKyl bxf ky rwKx vfly iek XoDy dy khfxI kOx nhIN jfxdf? eyar ieMzIaf df jo kys vYnkUvr (knyzf) ivc jo iqMn bMidaF qy cwl irhf hY AunHF ivcoN doNh qy jo do jLnfnIaF ny hvfhI idWqI hY, kI AunHF dy ikrdfr vfry hfly vI koeI gwl CupI rih geI hY? kI ienHF dy prfeIaF jnfnIaF nfl sMbMD jwg jLfhr nhIN ho gey? ienHF dy nyVy rihx vfly qF pihlF vI kfPI kuwJ jfxdy sn. qIsrf bMdf jo bMb bxfAux ivc shfieqf krn vflI gwl kbUl cuwkf hY aqy Aus nUM sjf vI ho cuwkI hY, Aus dy Gr vflI qy vI Prfz df kys kort ivc cwl cuwkf hY. iewk ryzIE vfly ny kort ivc hoeI gvfhI aqy hor kIqI hoeI jFc dy aDfr qy qF ieh vI ieljLfm lgfey sn ik ies skUl (ijs dy krqy Drqy qy kys cwl irhf hY) ivc mfPIaf gRoh df bolbflf hY. Auh ikhVf gYr knuMnI DMDf hY ijhVf ieWQy nhIN huMdf? ijvyN ik bMdy smwgl krny, AunHF qoN Gwt qnKfh qy kMm lYxF, tYksF dI hyrfPyrI, pVH rhIaF lVkIaF nfl CyV-CfV aqy iPr Aus nUM rPf-dPf krnF afid. iewk qF ies qrHF dy kukrm bdly jyl vI jf cuwkf hY. ies qrHF df sfrf kuwJ AuWQy ho irhf hY ijhVf ik kflf aPLgfnF dI sB qoN vwD ivroDqf krn vfilaF df bI[ sI[ knyzf ivc muwK awzf hY. aMq ivc mYN kflf aPLgfnF dI ivroDqf krn vfilaF nUM bynqI krdf hF ik ivroDqf AunHF dIaF ilKqF qwk sImq rwKo. iksy dy jIvn vfry aYvyN hI icWkV suwtI jfxF bhuqf cMgf nhIN huMdf. quhfzy ivcoN keIaF df jIvn sLfied Aus nfloN vI keI guxF mfVf hovy. jy kr kfly aPgfny dI sfrI aOlfd cMgI nhIN aqy AunHF dy lVikaF qy keI dosLF ivc kys cwly hn, ieh qF iksy nfl vI vfpr skdI hY. sfrI aOlfd qF gurU sfihbF dI vI cMgI nhIN inklI.

isWK-mfrg qy Cpx vflIaF ilKqF nfl sfzf 100% sihmq hoxF jrUrI nhIN aqy nf hI mYN iksy bMdy df DUqrU hF. jy kr koeI vI ivdvfn ilKfrI (sxy kflf aPgfnf dy) isWK-mfrg dI vIcfrDfrf (gurUbfxI dy swc) nfl sihmq nhIN, Auh jdoN vI cfhy afpxIaF ilKqF nUM iswK-mfrg qoN kZvf skdf hY. ieh myrf koeI ibjns (vpfr) nhIN, ijs nfl ik mYnMU koeI Gftf pY jfvygf. inrol gurmiq dy swc nUM pRcfrn dI hI sfzI qmMnf hY, ies leI isWK-mfrg dy pMny hr Aus mfeI BfeI leI sdf hI Kuwly hn jo ik imsLnrI soc rwKdf hY. asIN qihidloN sfry AunHF ilKfrI swjxF dy DMnvfdI hF jo ik gurmiq dI shI jfxkfrI dyx leI afpxy lyK iswK-mfrg nUM Byjdy hn. asIN AunHF pfTkF dy vI sLukr gujfr hF ijhVy ik afpxI jLmIr dI socxI muqfbk glq TIk df inrxf krdy hn. mYN gurbKsL isMG kflf-aPgfnF nUM keI vfr imilaf hF aqy tYlIPUn qy vI aksr gwlbfq krdf rihMdf hF aqy sfzI afps ivc keI vfrI JVp vI ho jFdI hY. pMjfb pulIs ivc nOkrI kIqI hox dy kfrx Aus dI bol bfxI ivdvfnf vrgI koeI bhuqI cMgI nhIN sI, pr pihlF nfloN hux kfPI Prk hY. ieh sfrf kuwJ hox dy bfvjUd myrIaF njLrf ivc Auh iek ivdvfn aqy pMQ drdI hY. kuwJ pKMzI lok Aus qy srkfrI bMdf, gurbfxI dy arQ qroV- mroV ky krn vflf aqy afr: aYWs: aYWs: df eyjMt hox df dosL lfAuNdy hn pr AunHF dIaF krm krqUqF dwsdIaF hn ik Auh Kud ieh sfrf kuwJ hn. mYN ieh AuprlI lfeIn kuwJ sKLq aqy GtIaf bolI ivc ilKI hY, AumId hY ik pfTk muafP kr dyxgy ikAuN ik ies qrHF dI bolI kflf-aPgfnf dy ivroDI afm hI vrqdy hn. agFh gurbKLsL isMG kflf aPLgfnF qy lfey dosLF dy AuWqr (AunHF dI afpxI klm qoN) aqy 1983/84 ivc aMimRsr rihx dI asl khfxI kI sI? pVHo jI.

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1- myrf ipMz kflfaPLgLfnf ijLlf gurfdspur dy Tfxy PLqihgVH cUVIaF ivc hY. sfied 1973/74 isafl ruq df ijLkr hY. sLfm df hnyrf pwsr cuwkf sI . nOkr ny af disaf ik puls bfhr df gyt lMG ky aMdr dy ivhVy vl af rhI hY. mY kpVy pf irhf sF ik irhfiesLI mkfn df aMdrlf drvfjLf KVikaf. Tfxy PLqihgVH df muK aPLsr lflf kuMdn lfl jo kdy myry mfqihq vI kMm krdf irhf sI, aMdr vVn df Xqn kr irhf sI. pihlF dwsy qy puiCaF ibnf Gr dfKLl ho afAux qoN dfs dy mn ivc rMj af igaf ? kuMdn lfl aPLsrI dy hMkfr ivc adb siqkfr Buwl bYTf sI qy kubcn bolx lgf . brdfsLq nf kr sikaf aqy Tfxydfr dy buQfV qy QwpV kwZ mfiraf. ipMz vfilaF JolI cuwkF dI pMcfieq Aus dI shfieqf qy af KloqI. Tfxydfr ny myry aqy myry lVikaF dy ivruwD puls AuWqy hmlf krn df kys bxf idwqf. agoN asF vI Tfxydfr smyq pMcfieq ivruwD adflq ivc ibnf kfrn Gr af vVn df kys dfKLl kr idwqf . 6/7 mhIny Kwjl KLuafrI huMdI rhI. sfzf jLor pY igaf qF sfrI pMcieq keI idn hvflfq ivc bMd rhI. sMqoK isMG rMDvf kFgrsI vjLIr ivcolf af bixaf qy sfzI sulfh sPLfeI ho geI.


2- 1978 ivc dfs ropV ijLly dy KrV Tfxy df muwK aPLsr inXukq sI. AuQoN dI blfksmqI df pRDfn hkIkq isMG dfs koloN njfiejL kMm krvfAux ivc sPLl nf hoieaf qF ivroDI bx bYTf. srkfrI kuaftr nf hox dy kfrn dfs df prvfr blvMq isMG nfmI qrKLfx dy Gr rih irhf sI. blvMq isMG df sfzy Gr afm afAux jfx hox krky hkIkq isMG huxf ny Aus nUM gMZ ilaf. irsLqf krn afey myry kuVm koloN AuhI blvMq isMG do idnf leI 200 rupey AuDfry lY igaf. qIjy idn myry kuVm vfly 200 rupey mYnUM ilaf PVfey qy ivjylYNs df ryz krvf idwqf. Aus JUTy kys ivc ijLly df puls kpqfn sPLfeI ivc Bugqnf puls dI pihlI qy sLfied afKLrI imsfl sI. isafsI dbfAu dy kfrn spYsLl jwj dI kcYhrI ivcoN Auh kys dfs dy ivrwuD ho igaf. aglLIaF adflqF ivc keI sfl kys cldf irhf, mgroN kdoN KLqm hoieaf ies df dfs nUM vI pqf nf sI lg sikaf. ikAuNik 1978 vflf kys jy ajy hYgf sI qF 1983 ivc dfs nUM pfsport aqy ivjLf ikAuN idwqf igaf sI ? 1984 dy mgroN ivc hor keI guriswKF dy nfl myry vI vrMt jfrI ho jfxy vzI acMBy dI gl sI. dfs qF eyhI smJdf irhf ik myry ivrwuD bfbf jrnyl isMG jI kol rihx df hI koeI kys bxfieaf igaf hovygf. ipCly sfl hI Byq KuilHaf qy hux Auh sB kuJ KLqm ho cuikaf hY qy dfs pMjfb jfx df mn bxf irhf hY, pr kl kI ho jfvy ? ieh awgylIaF gwlF kOqkhfr Tfkur hI jfxy ? ikAuNik gurU PLurmfn ies pRkfr hY- mqf krY pCm kY qfeI pUrb hI lY jfq ] iKn mih Qfip AuQfpnhfrf afpn hfiQ mqfq ]1] isafnp kfhU kfim n afq ] jo anrUipE Tfkuir myrY hoie rhI Auh bfq ]1] rhfAu ]{496}


3- bfbf jrnYl isMG jI kol rihx vflI gwl- gurmiq df isDFq qF ies pRkfr hY -1- ibnu BgvMq nfhI an koie ] mfrY rfKY eyko soie ]1] rhfAu ]{192}-2- mfrY rfKY eyko afip ] mfnuK kY ikCu nfhI hfiQ ]{281}-iksy dI jfn lYxI isrjxhfr dy vws dI gwl hY. pr hYrfnI hY ik afpxy siqguruU jI dy Auprokq bcnf nUM sLfied JuTlfAux dI hYNkV ivc ik jF[[ ? keI nfmI bymuhfry PLsfdIaF dy toly ny "mfrY rfKY eyko afp" vflI ijLmyvfrI afp sMBfl leI qy AunHF inrMkfrIaF nUM mfrnf sLurU kr idqf ijhVy 1978 ivc hoey kqlF dy dosL ivcoN brI ho ky Gr af bYTy sn. Auprokq gurU bcnf ny qF JUTy kI hoxf sI ? ho skdf hY krnhfr krqfr df hI Bfxf vrqn lg ipaf hovy ?-"afpY dosu n dyeI kqf jmu kir muglu cVfieaf ]"{380} mugLlF dy QF siqgurU jI dy isKF ny afp hI jmdUqF df rUp Dfr ilaf hovy ? sBnF dy swjx ijs prm imwqr siqgurU jI df ieh isDFq hY-"nf ko bYrI nhI ibgfnf sgl sMig hm kAu bin afeI ]1]"{1299}-Aus anUpm siqgurU jy dy iswK hI bdlf lAU bRfhmxI buKLfr shyV bYTy ? ies qrHF gurmiq ivroDI keI Bfxy vrqdy rhy, ijnHF ivcoN hirMmdr sfihb qoN pRsLfd lY ky muVy jf rhy zI afeI jI pulIs, sRI 'atvfl" jI nUM golI df insLfnf bxf dyxf bVf iBafnk jMmduq-kfrf sI. 58 sfl dI Aumry pulIs dI nOkrI qoN dfs dI KLlfsI 1981 ivc hI ho cuwkI sI . pr afpxy Gr dI Cq dy bYTf aKLbrF qoN inq hI bdl rhy nvIn rUp DfrI iPrdy KLflsf jI dy hflfq qoN sucyq rihMdf sF.

1983 dI pihlI cOQfeI ivc aKLbfrF qoN pqf lwgf ik s: ajYpfl isMG mfn pI-ey-pI qoN bdl ky aYs aYs pI aMimRqsr af lgy hn. sLukr hY swjx nUM ZukvIN syvf df smf imilaf hY . skUtr PiVaf qy vDfeIaF dyx leI aMimRqsr nUM ho quiraf. dPLqr puwjf qy mulfkfqI icwt aMdr Byj idwqI. sfiraF dy mgroN mYnUM aMdr bulfieaf. aMdr vVidaF hI ardlI nUM hukm ho igaf ik drvfjLf bMd kr dyvy. Bfv hux aMdr koeI nf afvy. "vDfeI iks gl dI mYnUM qF iganfI jLYl isMG ny eyQy mrvfAux leI lfieaf hY, jy sKLqI krdf hF qF bfbf (jrnYl isMG) mfrdf hY, jy cuwp rhF qF jLYl isNG dy hQoN[[ ? mfn sfihb dI bolI ivcoN Gbrfht Jfk rhI sI. swjx dI shfieqf krnI Drm smJdf irhf hF. dfsry ny puiCaf- "jy Blf bfbf jrnYl isMG jI nfl sFJ bx jfvy qF kYsI rhy ? ijvy jfn pY geI hovy . hor kI cfhIdf hY ? kI, ieh sMBv hY ? jy kuJ kr skdy ho qF dyrI nf kro.

bfbf krqfr isMG jI KLflsf iBMzrF vfilaf nfl dfs df bVf zUMGf snyh bixaf irhf sI . pr Auh qF kfr durGtnf qo kfl vws ho cuwky sn. ho skdf hY bfbf jrnYl isMG jI dI nyVqf vI pRfpq ho jfvy? aMimRqsr hI Tihrx leI hotl df kmrf rIjLrv ho igaf.

sLfied mfrc/aprYl 1983 dI svyr sI jd do sFJy swjxf dy nfl dfs gurU nfnk invfs dI Dur AuqlI Cwqy jf ciVHaf . dfs dy sfQI gurmuKF nUM vyKidaF hI bfbf jrlYl isMG jI sfzy kol af gey. PLqih sFJI krn AuprMq dfs dy sfQIaF ny bfbf jI nUM sLlfGf BrpUr bcnf duafrf dfsry dI jxkfrI krvfAux ipCoN myrIaF glF qy cNMgy imqrF vFg ivcfr krn dI bynqI vI kr idwqI. dfs ny s: ajYpfl isMG nfl afpxy sbMDF bfry pUrI jfxkfrI dyx AuprMq afpxy afAux df mMqv disaf. bfbf jI dy aVy PVy kMm aYs aYs pI koloN krvf idaf krFgf, aqy pulIs dIaF mjbUrIaF qoN bfbf jI nUM jfxU krvf ky Xog hdfieqF lY ky Aus dy anusfrI rhx leI s: ajYpfl isMG nUM sucyq kr idaf krFgf . bfbf jI ijvyN pihlF hI ajyhy ieqbfrI bMidaF dI Bfl ivc hox ? dfs nUM mrjLI nfl iksy smy vI af imlx dI KulH iml geI.

pr agly hI idn jd dfs Ausy Cwq qy pwujf qF bfbf jI dUroN vyKidaF sfr hI dfs dy nyVy af Kloqy qy ruwKy aMdfjL ivc pIzy muKVy dy mQy dIaF qIAUVIaf qoN ieAuN lgf ijvy dfsry dI PLiqh suxI hI nf hovy ? Jt hI pRsLnf dI kFg jhI vih qurI:--

BfeI qyrf nfm kI hY ? jI gubKLsL isMG hY. qUM kMm kI krdf irhf hY ? dfs hYrfn ho irhf sI ik aj eyzI CyqI bfbf jI df vqIrf ruwKf iks kfrn ho igaf hY ? jI dfs ny kwl vI disaf sI ik puls ivc ienspYktr sF . pr awj dsidaf Bfr lgdf hY ? ds qUM eyQy kI lYx aieaf hYN ? dfs ny ieh vI disaf sI ik dfs quhfzy aqy aYs aYs pI ivc iek sFJI lfhyvMd kVI (sFJ iBaflI) df kMm kiraf krygf. rfq ikQy irhf hYN ? jI, hotl ivc . 60 nMbr kmry ivc ? dfs hYrfn rih igaf- hF jI kmry df nMbr 60 hI sI . pYsy iks ny idwqy hn ? pYsy jF qusIN idAuu jF puls dyvy kMm dfs ny quhfzf krnf hY qy pYsy kOx dyyvygf jI ?

bs eynI hI gl hoeI qy sUJvfn bfbf jI ny dfsry nUM Jt ipafr jwPI ivc lY ilaf . qswlI ho geI qUM vfikaf hI swcf afdmI hYN . jdoN jIa afvy Bfvy myrI JolI ivc af bYiTaf krIN. bfbf jI ny ijvyN myrf sfrf vjUd hI ijwq ilaf hovy ? sdky gurmuKf qyrI sUJ BUJ aqy pVqfl ivDI qoN. ajyhI siQqI ivc swc hI aijwq rhy JUT jLrUr iQVk jFdf hY.

iPr bfbf jI ny dfs koloN ikho ijhy kMm ley, aqy aYs aYs pI dI nOkrI ikvyN jFdI rhI ? ies sB kuJ bfry jo kuJ dfs nUM pqf hY Auh sB kuJ myry suafsF dI gqI dI sMBfl ivc ijAuN df iqAu ipaf hY. DMfxy hI bx bYTy dfs dy ivroDI jo mrjLI hY bkV vfh krI jfx mYnUM koeI ros nhIN hY. bfbf jrnYl isMG jI isrlwQ sUrimaF vFg snmuK JUjdy sLhIdI pRfpq kr gey hox dI KLbr dfs nUM agly idn hI lwg geI sI. sfzy ivc swc dwsx dI smrQf hI nhIN sI, AuNj bfbf jrnYl isMG jI sc sux ky KulHIaF gurmiq ivcfrF krn leI sdf iqafr vyKy jFdy rhy sn. dfsry nUM pwkf Brosf hY ik jy bfbf jrnYl isMG jI surjIq huMdy qF swc JUT df inqfrf sUrj dI rosLnI vFg pRqwK ho jfxF sI.


4-S.S.P. s; brijMdr isMG jI isDU ny dfs nUM 1972 ivc jMizafly Tfxy df iencfrj lfieaf qy CyqI hI Auh pitafly jf lwgy. mgroN jlMDroN s; suKpfl isMG bdl ky aMimRqsr af igaf . Auh afpxf inwjI zrfeIvr blvMq isMG jlMDroN nfl hI lY afieaf sI . CyqI hI suaF suxn lwg pey sF ik nvyN kpqfn sfihb afpxy chyqy zrfeIvr dy rfhI Tfxy dy muKIaF koloN mhIny vsUl krdy hn. pr dfs ajyhI gMdI ivcolgI dy kfbU nf afieaf. kuJ idn pihlF iek lvfrs sVk qy peI iek nvIN kfr df ieMjn hI bicaf hoieaf sI bfkI sB kuJ lokF ny bfhr KVI df Auqfr ilaf hoieaf sI . myry kihx qy Coty Tfxydfr arjn lfl ny Aus bcI KucI kfr df ZFcff Tfxy ilaf jmF krfieaf .

iek idn S.S.P. s: suKpfl isMG jI qVky hI sfzy Tfxy qy af pey. iek hor Tfxydfr ajmyr isMG dI mUrKqfeI dy kfrn jMizafly sLihr dy nyVy dy ipMz dI pMcfieq dy nfl hor vI keI lok afey hoey sn. svyry svyry Tfxy ivc iewkT hoieaf vyK kpqfn sfihb ny isLkfr Pws igaf smJ ilaf . kpqfn sfihb df insLfnf dfs sI . myry qy grm hoeY, pr asl gl dI toh lfAux leI CyqI hI TMzy pY ky lokF qoN puwC pVqfl ivc ruwJ gey. mY bfhr AunHF dy 'dlfl' zrfeivr bulvMq isMG kol jf Kloqf .

blvMq isMG ny dfs nUM aiKaf ik sfihb dI kfr df hYz (Head) pftf hoieaf hY, lvfrs dfKLl peI Aus nvI kfr dy ieMjn df hYz lfh lvF ?" eyny nUM kpqfn sfihb lokF qoN pwuC pVqfl kr cuwky sn aqy ajmyr isMG Aus Coty Tfxydfr nUM sspYNz kr idwqf sI.

mYN zrfeIvr nfl qF kuJ nf boilaf pr aMdr jf ky kpqfn sfihb koloN puwC ilaf ik, kI zrfeIvr dI mMg pUrI kr idwqI jvy jI?-"mYnUM kYd krfAuxf eI ?" kpqfn sfihb dy ieh bcn awj vI ijAuN dy iqAuN myry kMnf ivc gUMj rhy hn. "jy myry ihrdy ivc Kot huMdf qy quhfnUM ikAu dwsdf jI ?" pr plIqf lg cukf sI-

kpqfn sfihb lohy lfKY vfps aMimRqsr muV gey . jFidaf hI myrI bdlI df hukm Byj idwqf pr mY afpxI QF nvy afey Tfxydfr prqfp isMG nUM cfrj dy ky zfktrI irport kfrn do mhIny CutI qy clf igaf. vfps afieaf qF rOlf sI ik Tfxy peI Aus kfr df ieMjn bdl igaf hY qy 409 df prcf myry qy ho igaf. TIk cfrj dy igaf sF. mYnUM kI pqf mgro kI Bfxf vriqaf. mY pulIs lfeIn ivc byiPLkr qy azol irhf.

iek idn s: krqfr isMG dOlo nMgl aYm aYl ny dfs nUM af disaf " kpqfn qF qYnUM aMdr dyx dI socF bxfeI bYTf hY."- mY vI afpxy qOr qy puwC pVqfl krn lg ipaf. puls lfeIn dIaF gzIaF dy zrfeIvrF ivcoN iek cnx isMG ny mYnUM pwkI sUh af idwqI ik jNizafly qoN ieMjn Aus dI gwzI ivc ilaFdf igaf sI. Aus ny Aus Pyry df not gzI dI lfg buk ivwc ivsQfr nfl iliKaf hoieaf sI. ieMjn df hYz lfh ky S.S.P. dy zrfievr ny srkfrI gwzI ivc pf ilaf sI bfkI purjLy vyc vt ley, ieMjn df blfk sohl vrksLfp ivc ipaf mYnMU ivKf idwqf. kbfVIaF qoN tutwV ijhf ieMjn lY ky mUV Tfxy hI suwt afey sn .

ienHF scfeIaF df pqf lwgf qF dfs ny skUtr PiVaf qy s: krqfr isMG Ausy MLA swjx nUMU jf sB kuJ disaf . Aus ny af ky pihlF sohl vrksLfp qy pey blfk df pqf kIqf iPr mYnUM Jt pt lfeIn ivc cly jfx leI afiKa qy afp SSP nUM imlx cilaf igaf. pulIs leIn ivc myrI Bfl bVy jLorF sLorF nfl ho rhI sI. munsLI ny mYnUM PLOrn SSP dy pysL hox dI aigaf suxfeI. mY Jt vrdI pfeI qy dPLqr puwj igaf. sfzy MLA sfhb ajy bfhr hI bYTy sn ik mYNnUM aMdr bulf ilaf igaf. aMdr viVidaF dy grjxf suxI --qUM mYNnUM hI cor kih irhf hY ?" mY bVy jLOrdfr sur ivc afiKaf ieh JUT hY, mY quhfnUM cor ikvyN kih skdf sF?" kI qYnUM ieMjn dF kuJ vI pqf nhI hY ?N pihlF qF eynf hI pqf sI ik Aus nUM arjn lfl ASI ny lfvrs pey nUM Tfxy ilaf dfKLl krfieaf sI. pr awj ieh pqf lgf hY ik Aus dI QF kbfVIaF df ieMjn tfXy pucfieaf jf cuikaf hY. jd mYN zrfeIvr dI pUrI krqUq kih sfxfeI qf btn dbf ky ardlI nUM bulf ky hukm idwqf-jf DSP nUM bulf ilaf ies nUM hQkVI lfey"- cMgf s[ s[ pI[ hY bjfey pUrI puwC pVqfl krky TIk inrxf kr lYx dy iswDf hI hQkVI lfAux dI afigaf. asIN dPLqr ivc iekwly sF . ieh kihdF hoieaf-"qYnUM ajyhy mUrK-Dwky krn leI hI eyzy vzy ijLly df iencfrj lfieaf hY? qy hQo pfeI ivc sfihb jI dI pwg lih geI . eyny nUM DSP qy ienspYktr af vVy S.S.P dI pwg kI lwQI ijvyN sfry ijLly df hI isr nMgf ho igaf hovy ?

myry ivruD sKLqIaF df dOr sLurU hoxf hI sI. pwg lihx vflI gl qF pI gey ikAyNik iPr AuWc pwDrI jFc afrMB ho jfx df zr sI. pr DU-Df ky kicihrIaF dy ivckfr bxy isvlfeIn dy Qfxy gMdI hvflq ivc mYnUM jf bMd kIqf. bfhr krVy pihry lf idwqy gey . koeI vI mwQy nhIN sI lg skdf. bhfny nfl Tfxy df munsLI aieaf qy kih igaf ik ienHF nUMN jf lyx idAu. sfrIaF sPLfeIaF krvf idqIaF jfxgIaF. CyqI hI mOkf bx igaf qy munsLI jI ny sPLfeI krvf kY Pilt qy hor KLsLbUaF iCVk idqIaF. vDIaf ibsqrf ilaf ivCfieaf. agly idn kichrI pysL krky iqn idnf df rImFz ilaf.

aKIaF bMnH ky bfhr bfrzr vl nUM lY gey golI mfr dyx dIaF gwlF pr myry vloN jYkfry qy muVvF sB kwuJ. keI qrHF dIaF sKLqIaF. Aus MLA swjx jI ny adflqI hukm nfl isvlsrjn qoN mulfhjLy leI hukm lY ilaf. 36 cotF ilKIaF vyKIaF qf ienspYktr sfihb nUM gLsLIaF pYx lg peIaF. kcYhrI pysL hox qwk bVf msLhUr vkIl kr ilaf hoieaf sI. pRYs irportr vI afey hoey sn. kichrI lokF nfl iKcf iKc BrI hoeI sI. myry vloN iqMn aPLsrF qy mukdmf cl ipaf.

bVI AuWc pDr qy sfrI puC pVqfl hoeI; Audo qfeI S.S.P qrwkI krky AIG rylvy jf ligaf hoieaf sI. sfrI puC pVqfl df nqIjf ieh ik myrf mfx siqkfr dUxf ho igaf mYnUM hwQ pfAux vfly iqMnf hI aPLsrF nUM iqMn sfl dI nykclnI dI jLmfnq dfKLl krvfAux dI sjLf hoeI. suKpfl isMG Revert ho ky ropV vrgy inky ijhy ijLly af lwigaf Aus df zrfeIvr Ausy corI dy dosL ivc kYd hoieaf. ieh hY ieMjn vflI corI vfly ieljLfm df asl rUp. ies nUM ijvyN cfho sMKyp sLbdF ivc ilK lvo jI.


5- gurU GrF ivc gRMQI dI syvf qy lgx qoN vI keI bVy qlKL qjrby hoey . qIjy QF ivktorIaF dI kmytI ivcoN kuJ mYNbr dfs dy kwtV ivroDI sn. dfs nUM Bjf kwZx leI AunHF keI pfpV vyly. pr siqgurF dI imhr gurmiq igafn vfly pisAuN koeI kuJ nf sI kr skdf. iek rfq 11/12 vjy bfhr dIaF pAuVIaF vl lwgf drvfjLf KVkfieaf jFdf anuBv hoieaf. eys pfisAU kdy koeI nhIN sI afieaf. dfs ny dr Kohilaf. iek gorI aMdr afAuxf cfhuMdI sI. gl kry qF hvfV sLrfb dI afvy. aMdr af bYTI . dyv nyq nfl BfeI bUtf isMG rfey gurU duafry dy hfl ivc pfT kr rhy sn. AunHF nUM bulf ky Aus gorI nfl gl krn leI kih kY afp 911 Gumfieaf. do pulsIey afey qF Aus nUM PV ky lY gey. mgro pqf lwgf ik vYrIaF ny jfl ivCfieaf sI. iPr kIrqn krn dI sLukIn bIbI myrI ibmfr pqnI dI syvf dy bhfny Gr afAux lg peI . iksy vyly vI af jfxf qy bwcIaF vFg syvf krnI. keI mhIny sohxy lMGy. iek idn Aus ny vI bVI koJI hrkq kIqI. qF dfs ny JfV ky GroN kwZ idwqI . sbwb nfl afey BfeI bMqf isMG ny vI burf mnfieaf qy bIbI nUM awgy qoN afAuxo rok idwqf . afvfrf rucIaF vflI Aus kuVI nUM Durf bxf ky ivroDIaF ny myrI bdnfmI vflf prcfr krnf afrMB kr idwqf. dfs ny mhfrfj jI dI qfibaf bYTxf bMd kr idqf. kmytI dy KLjLfncI BfeI drsLn isMG rMDfvf dy kihx qy dfs ny afiKaf ik myry ivruoD bVy BYVy ieljLfm dI avfh cwkr lf rhI hY ies kfrn mY afpxy afp nUM ies syvf dy Xog nhIN smJdf. kmytI vloN ilKqI aPLsos pRgtfieaf igaf . pr dfs ny gLlq ieljLfm AuprMq rihxf TIk nf smiJaf. gRMQI dI kursI sdf pivwqr idsxI cfhIdI hY . iqafg pwqr dy ky asIN dovyN jIa sYskftUn afpxI bytI kol cly gey. pulsIaF vflI rucI ny sbr nf kIqI aqy 1989 ivc pMcfieq dy kuJ mYNbrF ivruwD mfn hfnI df mukwdmf kr idqf. kmytI ny 80 hjLfr zflr gurU Gr df lfieaf dfs eyzf KwulHf KLrc ikvyN krdf. myrf vkIl ivk igaf. kys KLfrj ho igaf. ieMzokYnyzIan aKLbfr ny jy dfs nUM hoey jurmfny dI gl ilKI sI qF Aus nUM pwuCxf sI ik Auh jurmfnf iks ny qfiraf? dfs koloN qF awj qwk vI iksy ny nhI puiCaf . kmytI dI ilKqI icWTI dI PoLto kfpI zfk rfhIN Byj irhf hF jI.
gurbKLsL isMG

(not:- kflf-aPgfnf vloN ByjI hoeI icWTI dI Poto kfpI hyTF dyKo jI-sMpfdk)