.

sMq bfbf srb nf jI kfrF vfilaF nfl mulfkfq

(ivaMg)

(grmIaF df smF hY qy iewk mihl numf kfPI vwzf zyrf pMjfb c iksy jgHf qy siQq hY. ies zyry dy iewk KuwlyH ijhy kmry ivwc kfPI vDIaf PrnIcr sijaf ipaf hY, ey sI lwigaf hoieaf hY. kMDF qy keI sfDF sMqF dIaF qsvIrF lwgIaF hoeIaF ny. gwl kI surgF c phuMcy hoey hI mihsUs kr rhy hF. dfs nfl kuJ hor vI bMdy bYTy smfgm qoN bfad bfibaF df ieMqfr kr rhy hn. icwty kwpiVaF c bgly vFg cmkdy bfby kmry ivwc dfKl huMdy hn sfry Piqh sFJI krdy hn. kuJ dyr afm gwlF cldIaF hn aqy kuJ bMdy bfibaF dI afigaf nfl qy kuJ afpxy afp hI kmry coN bfhr cly jFdy hn. ipwCoN bfibaF dy do ku syvk qy dfs iekwly kmry c rih jFdy hn. dfs bfibaF dI ieMtrivAU lYx dy nrIey nfl gwlbfq suLrU krn leI Piqh sFJI krdf hY)

dfs:

vfihgurU jI kf Kflsf vfihgurU jI kI Piqh jI.

bfbf:

Piqh jI Piqh ipafirE. kI hfl ny sMgqF dy?

dfs:

ikrpf hY jI quhfzI, DMnBfg sfzy jI ik drsLn hoey quhfzy. ikMny icrF qoN cfh sI idl cy ik kdy bfibaF nUM imlIey. quhfzIaF kYstF sIzIaF qF jI bhuq suxdy rhIdf hY pr quhfzf lfeIv pRogrfm awj iewQy suixaf qy rUh KusL ho geI jI. mn dIaF gwlF awj sfrIaF quhfnUM puwC ky jfxIaF qy nfly awj dfs ny iesy bhfny quhfzI ieMtrivAU krnI af jI, jy bfibaF dI afigaf hovy qF.

bfbf:

gwlF-guwlF df qF koeI nI BfeI, afh ijhVI ieMtrbU qUM afhnF eyN nf, ieh kfdHy leI krnI aF? bol vfgrU.

dfs:

Auh qF bfbf jI mYN aKLbfr leI ilKdf hF. myry pfTkF dy mYnUM bhuq KLq qy eI myl afey sI ik sMq bfbf srb nf jI kfrF vfilaF dI kdI koeI ieMtrivAU hI kr ky pRkfisLq krvf idE. bws iesy leI hI dfs quhfzy dr qy afieaf ey jI. bws syvf bo jI.

bfbf:

(hwsdy hoey) hfa myl-mUl df qF sfnUM pqf nhIN pr ipafiraf ieh ieMtrbU qF asIN iksy nUM pihlF krn-kurn nI idwqI. ikAuNik eydHy nfl sfzy kMm nUM keI vfrI nuskfn vI ho jFdf. (kuJ soc ky) pr KYr koeI nI qUM bMdf sfzf ipafrf eI lwgdF, kr lY ijhVI qUM ieMtrbU jhI krnI af. puwC jo qUM puwCxf cfhuMnf.

(mYN afpxI typ irkfrz aOn krky bfibaF qoN pihlf svfl puwCdf hF)

dfs:

cMgf bfbf jI pihlF ieh dwso peI afh ijhVy quhfzy nF dy jwg ivwc bVy crcy ho rey ny. ieh nF qusIN afp rwiKaf sI jF ik quhfzy GridaF ny rwiKaf sI?

bfbf:

Auh nhIN BfeI ipafiraf, sfzf Gr idaF ny qF hor hI AUt ptFg ijhf nF rwiKaf hoieaf sI, ijhdy nfl qF sfzI koeI nyVy dI vI sFJ nhIN sI. nF rwiKaf sI Gr idaF ny siqnfm. bfkI BfeI asIN qF Es nF nUM AuNJ vI bdlxf cfhuMdy sI. Ehdf bfhlLf koeI PYdf-PUdf hYnI sI, nflLy sfry QfixaF, kcihrIaF vgYrf c sfzf Eho nF puwj cuwkf sI. ieh qF cMgf hoieaf ik sfzI sMgq ny hI sfzf nF sMq bfbf srb nf jI rwK idwqf. QfixaF-QUixaF nfl qF sfzf hux vI cwkr hYgf pr pihloN asIN zrdy sI qy hux asIN zrfAuNny aF. eys leI BfeI sfzy leI qF ieh nF sony qy suhfgy vflI gwl sfbq hoieaf. bol vfgrU.

dfs:

bfbf jI quhfzy nF df mqlb myrI CotI ijhI smJ ivwc nhIN afAuNdf? jrf Kuwl ky dwso jI afpxy nF bfry.

bfbf:

BfeI qUM vI kmlLf eI af! vyK asIN afpxI kOm df qy pMjfb df kIqf swiqafnfs nfly Auh vI keI qrF nfl. sfnUM vI ieh lokF qoN eI pqf lwgf ik asI lokF df Dfrimk qOr qy, afriQk qOr qy, bOiDk qOr qy, mfnisk qOr qy kUMzf kIqf hY. hF hor vI keI qOr hYgy af Auh jrf sIkrt af. sIkrt qF smJdF af ik nhIN?, gupq nUM kihMdy af sIkrt. bws ieMny ku Xogdfn qoN bfd sfzI sMgq ipafrI ny sfzf nF sMq bfbf srb nf jI rwK idwqf. hY ik nhIN? bol vfgrU.

(ieMny c AuWQy iewk sohxI sunwKI bIbI bfibaF leI stIl dy lwq ijwzy glfs c kuJ leI afAuNdI ey, ijhVf Aus ny bfibaF kol rwK ky bfibaF dy crnF qy nmskfr kIqI qy cuwp krky iesy kmry dy nfl ipwCy ijhy lwgy hoey drvfjy nUM Kol ky aMdr clI geI. sfzI gwl bfq AuNJ hI cldI rhI)

dfs:

hF bfbf jI nF df qF lwg igaf pqf, hux QoVI jhI jfxkfrI afpxy ipCokV vfry idE?

bfbf:

BfeI qUM sfzy ipCokV qoN kI lYxf? (bfby kol pey glfs nUM mUMh nfl lf ky iewko vfr KflI kr ky hyTF rwK ky QoVI dyr bfd boldy hn) cwl koeI gwl nhIN qYnUM ieh vI dws hI idMdy hF, jy dws vI idwqf qF kI ivgfV leyNgf? lY sux, asIN qF jMmy eI inkMimaF dy Gr sI. qy grIbI nfl XfrI qF inkMimaF dI huMdI hI af. sfzy qF sfry eI Gr dy kMm cor sI, buVf sfzf vI mMg-muMg ky sfrdf sI qy asIN vI cMgy BfgF nUM guVHqI Auhdy hwQoN hI leI sI. skUl-skfl nfl qF sfzI koeI purfxI vI skIrI hYnI sI, Coty huMidaF ny zMgr cfry qy bVy ho ky, afh vyK lf lok cfrdyN hF (hwsdy hoey). pr hF Xfd afieaf peI zMgr cfridaF cfridaF nUM iewk vfr sfnUM iewk sfD imilaf. ijhdy rMg ZMg vyK ky asIN vI sB kuJ Cwz Czf Auhdy nfl hI qur pey. bVI syvf kIqI asF AuhdI. pr aVb bVf sI Auh. dwsdf-duwsdf nhIN sI kuJ pihlF pihl qF. msIN msIN Auh BUqiraf hoieaf sfnH kfbU kIqf. bws iPr kI sI? Auhny afpxy vfly hI gur isKf isKf ky qfr qf sfnMU qF. Auhdy isKfey hoey gurF skdf hI asI lokF nUM qfr rey aF qy awj qwk kfmXfb kfrobfr clf rhy aF, nhIN qy ikwQoN gwl bxnI sI? Blf hovy Auhdf surgF dy vfsI df. bol vfgrU.

dfs:

awCf bfbf jI, ieh dwso ik gur qF qusI ley sI iswK, pr mYdfn c ikwdF pfeI Pyr pihlI ijwq?

bfbf:

rwb idaf ipafiraf, ieh sfzy leI koeI aOKf kMm nhIN sI. pihlF qF asIN sfzy gurU bfby nUM hI DobI ptVf mfiraf qy pucf qf AuhnUM surgF c. muV ky sFB ley Auhdy sMd qy sMgqF qyy Cwz qy bMb. hux qwk sfzI mihmf vyK ky sfzy afVI vI kfPI bx cuwky sI qy asIN vI hux AuhnF nUM prKxf sI. qy iewdF dIaF hI socF c GuMmidaF GuMmidaF asIN eys ipMz dI afh jgHf vyKI. ieWQy pihlF sLfmlft sI. iesy ipMz dy srpMc nfl gwl clfeI qF Auh qF sfzf vI awgoN ipE sI. izmfg df qyjL sI, Jwt pwt hI Auhny koeI mn hI mn skIm bxfeI qy kihMdf bfbf jI asIN nI jfx dyxf quhfnUM sfzy ipMzoN. bws aYQy eI bxfE afpxf zyrf. bws Auhdf ipafr vyK ky sfzf vI idl nI kIqf ieWQoN qurn nUM. qy suK nfl iewQy eysy eI srpMc ny jMJ Gr dI awDI ku iblizMg bxf ky KVI kIqI hoeI sI, cfr ku Kx jhy qy bfkI df mfl sIimMt, srIaf vgYrf qF Auh afp Kf igaf sI. qy bfkI bcy Kucy c hI Auhny sfzf awzf jmf qf. pr Auh sIgf QoVf ijhf qyj. kihMdf awDf mfl myrf qy awDf quhfzf. pr eys vfry c AudoN asIN AuhnUM hF krnI hI cMgI smJI. soicaf ik bfd c iehnUM vI iksy KUMjy lf dyvFgy. eyny nUM Auh iesy ipMz dIaF kuVIaF buVIaF nUM kwTIaF kr ilafieaf. bws iPr kI sI, sfzI ZolkI qy ZolkI KVkI, sfzf vfjf vI Es idn cMgI pMU pUM kr igaf sI. icmty cmkdy cmkdy sMgq pqf nhIN ikwQoN lY afeI sI. sMgq qF ijvyN inhfl ho geI sI. pihly eI idn XkIn krIN ik sfzy sfhmxy mfieaf df Zyr ijhf lwg igaf sI. BfeI ipafiraf sfzI ieh sI pihlI ijwq. bol vfgrU.

dfs:

pr bfbf jI ieh qF bVf vwzf aflI sLfn mihl vrgf iklf jfpdf mYnUM qy qusIN cfr KxF df ijkr krdy ho. ikwQy af Auh cfr Kx qy purfxf jMJ Gr?

bfbf:

Auh BfeI ikhVf jMJ Gr? E awCf Auh! Auh qF asIN kr qf dPn lokF dI swcI sLrDf mFgUM. qy afh KVf af sfzy supinaF df mihl qy lokF dI aMnHI sLrDf df zyrf. hux qF iehI sfzy leI mihl af qy lokF leI zyrf. bws ieWQy eI asIN muMndy aF lok gAUaF.

dfs:

pr bfbf jI eys ipMz df koeI vI bMdf nhIN boilaf quhfzy eys kbjLy iKlfP?

bfbf:

Xfd nhIN hux qF. (cyqf krdy hoey)hF sIgy do ku bMdy. pr lvf qy sI itkfxy Auh qF asIN afpxy Xfr kolo. AudoN iewk cMgI KrI iksm df buwcV Tfxydfr huMdf sI sfzf bylI. AuhI kMm afieaf Pyr. BuwkI rwK ky AuhnF dovF kMjrF dy Gr, PVvf qy ik. (hwsdy hoey). jdoN puls dI iCwqr kuwt kridaF dI bws hoeI, bws AudoN asIN afp hI Cuzf ilafey sI. AudoN qoN Auh sfzy pwky cyly bx gey. bws Auh idn qy afh idn koeI cMU cF nI hoeI eys ipMz cy sfzy iKlfP. nfly asIN iksy nUM kI kihMdy aF? hux afK vfgrU (jrf ku guwsy c)

dfs:

nhIN nhIN bfbf jI mYN kdoN afiKaf ik qusIN iksy nUM kuJ kihMdy ho? quhfzI qF mihmF sfry sMsfr c hoeI peI ey ik. ijwDr jfE sMq bfbf srb nf jI hoeI jFdI ey jI. pr (ieMny c bfibaF df nokIaf df mobfiel Pon KVkdf hY qy koeI pMj ku imMt dI gwlbfq huMdI hY, ieAuN lwgdf sI ijvyN iksy lIzr nfl votF vfry gwlbfq ho rhI sI. mobfiel dI irMg vI bVI bfibaF dI soc vrgI sI ijhVI afK rhI sIiewQy koeI nI iksy df bylI, dunIaF mqlb dI)

(Pon qoN bfad bfby kihx lwgy)

bfbf:

hF BfeI ipafiraf kI kihMdy so?

dfs:

mYN afKdf sI bfbf jI ik ipwCy jhy lIzrF dy quhfzy zyry qy afAux nfl bVf bfq df bqMgV bixaf sI. Auh kI gwl hoeI sI bfbf jI?

bfbf:

vyK beI! ieh sfzf zyrf sB df sFJf zyrf ey. iewQy koeI cor afvy, zfkU afvy, Bgq afvy, lIzr afvy jF jnqf afvy. asIN nf iksy nUM roikaf qy nf hI kdI rokxf. bws ieMnf jrUr af ik aglf KflI nf afvy. jy sMgq vI kuJ nf kuJ lY ky afAuNdI ey qF asIN vI qF sMgq dIaF ieCfvF dI pUrqI krdy eI aF. ijAuN ikiksy nUM duwD qy iksy nUM puwq. iksy nUM not qy iksy nUM vot. iksy nUM Kot qy iksy nUM cot. pr ieh lIzr vI shurI dy iksy dy sky nIN, votF vylLy hor qy ipwCoN hor. afh hux vI votF leI hI Pon afieaf sI ik sfzf iKafl rwiKE bfbf jI. asIN kI nhIN krdy iehnF dI Kfqr? lokF nUM BMblBUsy c pf ky votF pvfeIdIaF iehnF nUM, sfzy kol puils dy jvfnF nfloN vI vDIaf muMzy af. bdfmF, mlfeIaF, kwcy duwDF nfl pfly sLyr. ijwQy kihx AuWQy eI zfh deIdy af. pr ieh lVy lIzr iksy dI vwZI AuNglI qy ibnF mqbl qoN mUqdy nIN. ikhVf kMm nhIN jyVHf asIN nhIN krIdf iehnF df? pr ipwCy jhy sfnUM loV peI sI iehnF dI iksy sIkrt jhy kMm c. pr iehnF ny sfzf nF bdnfm krvf krky hI sfh ilaf. jy ieh afpxI vfh lfAuNdy qF gwl bx hI jfxI sI. qy sfzf Borf, Borf hI rihxf sI koTf nhIN sI bxnf. qy hux aYQy sfzy kol afieaF dIaF KLbfrF c PotU CpIaF qF ikMny eI ZkvMJ bxfAuNdy iPrdy af. iswDy nhIN kihMdy ik votF mMgx leI af, af ky nwk rfh lkIrF kwZdy sI. bfkI BfeI qusIN vI KLbfrF vfly Gwt nhIN, qusIN vI iksy dI tuwtI mMjI c cUl nhIN Tokdy, sgoN sfbqI c jrUr jf ky Tokdy ho. Qozy vI isr qy sfnUM kuMzf pfAuxf eI pYxy. bol vfgrU.

dfs:

bfbf jI iewQy lIzrF vFg bQyry ivkdy ny mIzIey vfly vI, pr bfbf jI ieh gwl vI TIk af ik sfry mIzIey vfly iewko jhy nhIN huMdy. ikMny pyprF vfly af ijhVy quhfzy vrgy Drmfqmf sKsLIaqF dIaF ieMtrivAUjL jF quhfzy smfgmF vfry Cfpdy/ilKdy af. ies gwl bfbq qusIN kI kihxf cfhogy bfbf jI?

bfbf:

iewQy ipafiraf gwl ieAuN af peI keI KbfrF vfilaF df vI izmfgL Krfb hoieaf ipaf af. sfzy iKlfP hI ilKI jFdy af. pr iehdy nfl sfnUM koeI bhuqf Prk-Purk nIN pYNdf, ikAuNik sfzI sfD sMgq sfzy iKlfP kuJ suxdI eI nhIN. BFvyN asIN ikMnf vI koeI mfVf kMm nf krIey? ieh qF sMgq dy eI isr qy hY sfzf mihl munfrf. sMgq rfjI qy asIN rfjI. KYr ieh mfVf qF pyprF vfilaF leI hI huMdf hY. sfD sMgq leI qF puMn hI krdy hF asIN qF. pr iewQy sfzy afpxy vI bQyry bMdy hYgy af KbrF-KubrF lfAux vfly. Jwt lf idMdy af sfzy kihx qy. iehdy vfry c asIN bhuqf nIN iPkr-Pukr krdy.

dfs:

bfbf jI ipwCy jhy iewk Kbr sI, quhfzy vfry hI sI sLfied ik iksy hukmI nF dI buVI dI jLmIn nhIN sI Cwzdy qusIN? piVHaf sI ik qusIN afpxy bMidaF nfl rlL ky kbjLf kr ilaf sI Aus dI jLmIn qy?

bfbf:

Auh nhIN BfeI ipafiraf. ieh jLmIn iksy ny nfl QoVI lY jf jfxI af. ZfeI gjL jLmIn hI kMm afAuxI af, bfkI qF aYNvy eI bMdf myrI myrI krdf iPrdf ey iewQy. bfkI asIN nhIN iksy dI BoieM vgYrf qy kbjLf kIqf. asIN qF bfxI dy afsLy anusfr hI cldy hF. asIN qF Aus nUM iehI smJfieaf sI ik bfxI c afAuNdf ey ik :

afpy bIij afpy hI Kfhu. nfnk hukmI afvhu jfhu..

ijvyN bfxI coN hukm huMdf hY asIN qF BfeI AuvyN hI krdy hF. qFhI AuhnUM ikhf sI ik asIN bIjI bfhI krI jfxI ey qy qUM iewQy do tYm af ky lMgr-luMgr bxf jfieaf kr qy Kf jfieaf kr. bws afAuNdI jFdI irhf kr. jLmInF-jumUnF dI bfhlI icMqf nhIN krIdI huMdI. bfkI ieh KbfrF vfilaF nUM qF gwl cfhIdI af. ieh qF mKIl af inry. Jwt cfm ciVwk vFgUM icMbVdy af afky. afh cfm ciVwk qoN Xfd afieaf ik sfzf qF iewk kMm awj dI lYst coN rihMdf af krn leI. qUM ipafiraf ieWQy bYT, duwD-dwD Ck qy asIN afAuNny af muV ky. bfkI dI ieMtrbU bfd c kr leIN. cMgf vfgrU.

(bfby AuWTy qy ipCly kmry c cly gey. mYN typ irkfrz bMd krky tfeIm vyiKaf qF Kfsf icr ho cuwkf sI sfnUM gwlbfq kridaF. bfibaF dI AuzIk krdf krdf mYN AuWQy bYTf Cwq vwl vyKx lwg ipaf. Cwq vflf pwKf vfho dfhI cl irhf sI qy mYnUM lwgf ik ieh vI bfby dy zyry c lokF vFg cwkrF c ipaf hoieaf ey. Auh dovyN syvk vI AuWQy hI iesy kmry c bYTy afps c bfibaF dy awj dy ho cuwky smfgm vfry gwlbfq kr rhy sn.)

(myrI sLfied awK lwg geI sI ey sI vfly kmry c bYTy dI. jfg afeI qF mYN TIk ho ky bYT igaf. ieMny nUM bfby Es kmry coN vfps af rhy sn. bfibaF dy muwK qy dysI iGE vFg nUrfnI loa cmk rhI sI qy bfby afpxy glmyN dy btn TIk krdy af rhy sI qy bYTdy hoey afKx lwgy)

bfbf:

puwC ipafiraf hor vI ijhVIaF qyry idl cy ny.

dfs:

(mYN typ irkfrz aOn krdy hoey ny puwiCaf) bfbf jI kdy ivdysL vI gey ho?

bfbf:

bVy ipafry ny sfzy AuWQy. jFdy eI reIdf bfhr-bUhr nUM qF. zubeI, isMgfpur, mlysLIaf, mrIkf, GnyZf c trMto, vYngobr, srI-surI, jrmxI, glYNz vgYrf vgYrf sfrIaF QfvF qy sfzy sLrdflU ny. bhuq mfxqfx krdy ny AuWQy gieaF df. aslI iswK qF sfzy AuWQy eI ny. afh aYQy vfly qF mMgx qy eI rihMdy af, bfhrly qF idMdy eI idMdy af. Auh af ijhVf iewk pMjfb df vwzf gvweIaf kI nF Auhdf? cwl Ehdy nF qoN kI lYxf afpF. Auhdy pRogrfm nfloN qF vwD hI mfl idvfAuNdy af afpxy ipafry. nfly qn, mn qy Dn nfl krdy af afpxI syvf. iksy vI cIjL dI qot nI afAux idMdy Drm nfl. nfly AuWQy dIaF KbfrF 'c iewk dUMh nUM Cwz ky, bfkI afpxI hF c hF eI Brdy af sfry. mjfl af sfzy gieaF vfry lokF nUM ieh nf dwsx. afh tVy tYlIvUjn qy vI afpxy eI rfg clfAuNdy af Auh qy. bfhr dy ryVUey afly qF PyrI afly BfeI vFgUM hfkF mfr mfr ky krdy af lokF nUM kwTy. qy sfzy progrfmF dI qF qUM puwC hI nf. bVI dUroN dUroN lok phuMcdy af AuWQy. cflI cflI hjfr bMdf huMdf kwTF smfgmF qy. qy lf lf sfb beI AuWQy pMj qF koeI cVfAuNdf eI nhIN, sB vIh pMjfh qoN Gwt dI vyl nhIN krfAuNdf. pr ieh gwl nf ilKIN sfzI ieMtrbU cy. ikqy sfzy vIjLy nf bMd ho jfx lwgxoN. bVf idl krdf ipafiraf bfhr bUhr jfx nUM sfzf. Eh BfeI sfzy progrfm qF Eh goiraF dy sYkl sYksLn qoN vI jfdf msLUr ny AuWQy. qYnUM vI qF pqf eI hoxf ik, bol vfgrU.

(ieMny nUM Auh sohxI ijhI bIbI aMdroN af ky bfibaF nUM mwQf tyk ky qy KflI glfs cuwk ky kmry coN bfhr inkl jFdI hY qy sfzI gwlbfq ibnF rok tok cldI rihMdI hY)

dfs:

ikMny ku bMdy quhfzy nfl huMdy af bfhr dy tUr qy bfbf jI?

bfbf:

afh bws 35-40 ku bMdy eI huMdy af. hor afpF ikhVI jnyq iljfxI AU. afpxf eI hjfj kr leI df BfVy qy. AuWizaf eI jFdf pqMg mFgUM ik. bVI syvf krdIaF hjfj vflIaF bIbIaF vI. Borf qklIPL nIN hox idMdIaF shurI dIaF. qrsdy eI rhIdf ik kdoN muV ky cVFgy hjfjy?

dfs:

qy bfbf jI eyar port qy qF koeI Kycl nI huMdI hoxI?

bfbf:

aYQy aflLy krdy af mfVI motI, AuWQy aflLy qF jmF eI sfAU af. bfkI BfeI afpxy eI hwQ vws af sB kuJ. sfnUM vI kwZxy afAuNdy af zoky, PMzr dy.

dfs:

bfbf jI quhfzy jiQaF vrgy ikMny ku hor pMQ dI syvf kr rhy ny? qy ikwQy ikwQy ny dysL ivwc?

bfbf:

BfeI ipafiraf, kOm dI syvf c bhuq syvfdfr juty pey ny. sfry Bfrq c bws afpF iswK rfj kYm kr dyxf ik. bws vyKI jf. jy eys qrF hI jnqf df myrf mqbl sMgq df sihXog imldf irhf Auh idn dUr nhIN jdoN sfzf eI JMzf JuwlU idwlI qy. afh QoVy jhy bMdy af afpxy Drm cy ijhVy sfzy imsn nUM Krfb krnf cfhuMdy af, bfkI CromxI kmytI qF lgBg afpxy nfl eI af. bVy bIby bMdy af beI vfgrU.

dfs:

bfbf jI ipwCy QoVf ijhf icr hoieaf, sLRomxI kmytI ny kIrqnIaF nUM ikhf sI ik kwcI bfxI nf gfieaf kro. jy gfeI qF Cyk idwqy jfxgy pMQ coN. pr AuhnF ny quhfnUM nhIN ikhf kuJ? nfly qusIN kwcI bfxI ikAuN pVHdy ho, jdoN ik pMQ kol gurU gRMQ sfihb jI pRqwK gurU dy rUp c swcI bfxI df sMgRih mOjUd hY?

bfbf:

Eh BfeI ieh CromxI kmytI, Auh kmytI nhIN hux ijhVI sfnUM khU kuC. ieh qF afp bYsfKIaF n qurdI af. mfVy grIbiVaF jhy kIrqnIaF nUM hI iJVk-JuVk skdI af. nfly swcI gwl iewk hor vI af ik AuhnF nUM vI pqf eI af ik pwly sfzy vI kmytI mFgUM kwK nI. jy sfnUM nfnk bfxI smJ afAuNdI qF asIN afp nf qr jFdy? bfxI vfry nI pqf sfnUM vI kuC. afh quk bMdI jhI krf leIdI af iksy gIqkfr koloN qy qrjF qF sfzIaF iewko eI rihMdIaF sdf. pihlF lokF c kYstF-kUstF vyc ky dyKIdIaF jy cwl jfx Pyr afp af jfeIdf mYdfn cy. lokF df kI aY, AunF qy isr eI ihlfAuxf mfVf ijhf. isr c pfAuxf QoVo af kuJ. Auh qF sfzy vfjy dI mfr msF Jwldy ny. pihly eI hwly jybF KflI kr idMdy af shurI dy. bol vfgrU.

dfs:

ijhVf ieiqhfs qusIN suxfAuNdy E bfbf jI ieh vI asIN kdy suixaf nI huMdf pihlF. qusIN ieh ikwQoN iswK ky sMgq nUM dwsdy ho?

bfbf:

sfnUM nI loV-lUV ikqoN iswKx dI. suixaf qF BfeI ipafiraf asIN vI nhIN huMdf pihlF. bws ieh qF iswDf vfgrU qoN afAuNdf sfzy mn cy. ijAuN ijAuN mn coN afeI jFdf, asIN bolI jfeIdf. nfly lokF ny ikhVf ikqfbU Pol ky dyKxf ik shI af jF glq? AuWdF QoVf bhuq sfzy gurU bfby ny vI dwisaf sI sfnUM. bfkI ijwQy ikqy Gft lwgdI af afp pUrI kr dyeIdI af. sMgq bVy prym n suxdI af aqfs nUM.

(gwlbfq ajy jfrI sI ik do ku bIbIaF qy iqMn ku bMdy kmry aMdr dfKl hoey, nfl do ku bwcy vI sI. afAuNdy sfr eI bfby dIaF lwqF nUM cuMbV gey. mYN typ bMd kr leI sI, bfby kihx lwgy ik "Bgqf qUM AuWT ky bfhr qur iPr af ds-pMdrF ku imMt. lwqF-luwqF iswDIaF kr lY Qwk igaf hoxf." mYN AuWT ky bfhr af igaf qy iPr bIhIN ku imMtI vfps bfibaF kol af igaf jdoN qwk Auh sB jf cuwky sn qy syvfdfr vI bdl cuwky sn. typ aOn krn df bfby iesLfrf krdy ny qy gwl Pyr sLurU huMdI hY)

dfs:

bfbf jI bVI DMn DMn af jI quhfzI qy. sMgqF qF dIvfn qoN bfad vI drsLn krn afAuNdIaF ny. ikvyN afey sI?

bfbf:

loVbMd sI BfeI ieh twbr ivcfrf, iqMnoN BfeI sI qy do iehnF dIaF Gr vflIaF sI. vwzy dy qF juafk hYgy af, Coty dy ivafh nUM vI arsf ho igaf pr koeI bwcf nI idwqf vfgrU ny ajy. qy qIjf ajy ivafieaf nI igaf. kihMdy ikqy gwl nI bxdI. duKI sI ivcfry. asF qF ieho eI afiKaf ik syvf kiraf kro zyry qy af ky sB TIk hojU. vfgrU af sB df socx vflf. hY ik nhIN ipafiraf afK vfgrU qy gFh bol, ajy ikMnI ku rihMdI af qyrI ieMtrbU?

dfs:

do cfr ku svfl hor af jI.

bfbf:

cMgf puwC Py CyqIN CyqIN.

dfs:

Pyr bfbf jI ieh qF bRfhmxvfd hoieaf. qusIN vI bRfhmxF vFg lokF nUM mgr lfAux leI mnGVHq ijhIaF gwlF bxf bxf ky suxfeI jFdy ho. kI qusIN smfj nUM bfby nfnk dy smyN qoN pihlF dy smyN vrgf nhIN bxf rhy?

bfbf:

Eh nhIN ipafiraf qUM nIN smiJaf sfzI gwl. gwl ieh af peI iswK Drm af ijhVf ieh krdf af ibwprvfd df KMzn. pr ibwprF qoN vwK ho ky sfzf ikvyN srU? jy sMgq nUM shI aqfs dwisaf qF sMgq qF Cwz jU sfnUM kwilaF nUM. bfkI reI gwl qyry smfj dI. ieh qF nf kdy suDiraf qy nf hYgf suDrnf. ieh qF sfzy qoN eI sUq afAuNdf. nfly bIjo, nfly vwZo, nfly PVo qy nfly Cwzo. bol vfgrU.

dfs:

keI lok puwCdy af bfbf jI ik jdoN pMjfb c KUn Krfbf ho irhf sI AudoN qusIN aqy quhfzIaF jQybMdIaF ikwQy sI? quhfzI loV sI pMQ nUM Es tfeIm qy qusIN pqf nhIN ikwQy BUmIgq ho gey sI? hux bVy KuMbF vFg inkly iPrdy ho?

bfbf:

ieh gwlF dwsx vflIaF qF hYnI pr koeI gwl nI dws idMny af qYnUM. hux nI sfnUM iksy df zr-zur. BfeI Eh qF smyN eI Krfb sI qy sfnUM sfzI jfn ipafrI kr ky sFBxI peI. sfnUM ikhVf puwCdf sI AudoN? asIN qF lukxf eI lukxf sI Es vylLy. nhIN qF isMGF ny sfzy aflf Gogf icwq kr dyxf sI. keIaF df kIqf vI sI, msF eI bcy aF asIN qF. aYs ipMz dy srpMc df kMm krn nUM imMt nI sI lfieaf AunHF ny. bMdf AuWdF Krfb sI Auh bhuq. sfnUM vI msMd dwsdy sI Eh qF. iehdy c sLwk vflI vI AuWdF gwl nI koeI (hwsdy hoey). nfly AudoN sfnUM ikhVf kuJ suJdf sI ik kI krIey qy kI nf krIey. bws ieho sI kfrx ik sfnUM lukxf ipaf. sfzf qy dfa eI hux lwgf. pMjy AuNglF iGE c ny. ijwDr jfnyN aF bfbf jI bfbf jI huMdI af. pr Auh tYm sfzy leI TIk nhIN sI ipafiraf. nfly gwl ieAuN vI af ik jy AudoN asIN nf lukdy qF hux kOx krdf syvf? bol vfgrU.

dfs:

gwl qF quhfzI vI TIk af jI quhfzy ihsfb nfl pr bfbf jI jy qusIN sfQ idMdy qF sLfied kOm df koeI Gr bx jFdf?

bfbf:

ieh vI qF asIN cfhuMdy nI sI vwizaf pVHfkUaf. jy Gr bx jFdf qF sfnUM kIhny puwCxf sI. sfzIaF lwqF kIhny GuwtxIaF sn Pyr. afh ey sI idsdf? iehdI QF qy tuwtf ijhf pwKf hoxf sI qy afh soPy dI QF qy tuwtI bfx df mMjf hoxf sI sfzy Qwly, jIhdI dOx vI DrqI nUM duwK dwsdI hoxI sI. gwlF krdf eI. sfzI qy agilaF ny PwtI poc ky rwK dyxI sI kyrF. (jrf ku josL c af ky) sfzy qF zyry qbyly bx ky rih jfxy sI isMGF dy GoiVaF leI. blYqF qF iewk pfsy pMjfb c nI sI iksy ny puwCxf sfnUM. cwl Cwz hor eI gwl CyV bYTF qUM qF. hor puwC koeI cMgf ijhf svfl. svfd eI Krfb kr idwqf qUM qF ipafiraf. bol KF vfgrU.

dfs:

clo quhfzf mUz TIk krdy aF bfbf jI. ieh dwso peI ijhVIaF zyry dy aMdr vVidaF hI pMj swq ieMmporitz kfrF KVIaF sI Auh quhfzIaF hI sn ik iksy sLrDflU dIaF?

bfbf:

BfeI gwgy nfl golk qy gwgy nfl gwzI. cwcy nfl cfbI qy cwcy nfl cwlI. mfieaf dI Cfieaf ey ieh qF. afpxIaF eI ny gwzIaF-guwzIaF. mfVf motf qurn iPrn leI rwKIaF ny hor afpF ikhVf dOVF krfAuxIaF. qYnUM dwisaf peI afpxy zyry qy mMqrI sMqrI jhy afAuNdy rihMdy af. iewk khOq af BfeI ik XfrI AUTF vfilaF nfl qy bfr BIVy. mMqrIaF-muMqrIaF vrgy vI bx ky rihxf pYxf. mfVf motf dfbf-dUbf vI pfAuxf pYNdf lokF qy. iehnF nfl eI qy sfzy nF nfl kfrF vfly lwigaf hoieaf ik. nfly iehnF nfl eI qy pqf lwgdf sfzI mihmf df. jd iksy smfgm qy jfeI df qF DUV AuWzdI af ipwCy ipwCy. lokF dy isr imwtI nf pfeIey qF sfzf DUV c twtU kIhny cwlx dyxf. bol vfgrU.

dfs:

bfbf jI hux ieh vI dws idE ik Auh bIbI kOx sI, lwq ijwzy glfs vflI?

bfbf:

aYQy nyVy eI sLihr c rihMdI af, kdI kdI af jFdI huMdI af nfm jpx. bVI cMgI af bIbI. hor vI bIbIaF nUM ilafAuNdI huMdI af zyry qy. bhuq prymx af rwb dI, CotI Aumry rwb nfl juV igaf mn krmF vflI df. jnm sPlf hoxf BfeI sB df ijhVf vfgrU nUM mMndf nyVy ho ky.

dfs:

bfbf jI afKrI svfl ieh hY ik qusIN icwty kwpVyy eI ikAuN pfAuNdy ho?

bfbf:

BfeI ipafiraf ieh qF qyrf svfl QoVf ijhf glq eI af. ikAuNik asIN hux hor vI sohxy sohxy rMg pfeIdy af. pwg nfl rMg imlf ky pfeIdf coly df. kdy kdy pwg qy gotf ijhf vI lf leIdf. Auh keI gfAux vfly vI qF lfAuNdy eI af. pr icwitaF df ieh PYdf ik sMgq nUM asIN dUroN eI bYTy idK jfeIdf. rfq ivwc vI cmkdy rihMdy af icwty kwpVy. bws afhI af gwl.

dfs:

cMgf bfbf jI DMnvfd quhfzf qusIN ieMtrivAU idwqI sfzy pypr leI. afKr c qusIN pfTkF nUM kI kihxf cfhogy?

bfbf:

asIN kI kihxf BfeI? bws iehI af ik zyry ivwc afAuNdy jFdy irhf kro, qF ik sfzI vI dfl rotI cldI rhy. nfly dIvfnF dI rwj rwj ky hfjrI Brdy irhf kro ikAuNik sB sMgq dI hI rMgq hY qFhI sfzy vrgy bxogy jy sfzI sMgq krogy. hF iewk gwl hor ik jd asIN kdIN kdfeIN bfhr-bUhr jFdy aF qF huMm huMmf ky afieaf kro. asIN vI hjfj df BfVf dyxf huMdf ik. cMgf beI ipafiraf qyrI hux CuwtI. af jfieaf kr qUM vI kdy kdfeIN ieMtrbU krn. nfly sfzf nF Kbfr c vwzf krky lfeIN. pqf lwg jy kyrF jnqfmyrf mqbl sMgq qFeI ik bfby dI ieMtrbU CpI ey. bol vfgrU.

dfs:

cMgf bfbf srb nfsL jI kfrF vfilE Piqh bulfAuNnf jI. tfeIm imilaf qF kdI Pyr afvFgf jI drsLn krn.

bfbf:

cMgf BfeI ipafiraf Piqh beI Piqh.

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