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klXugI sfD!

gurdyv isMG (trFto)

Bgvfn grIb bRfmx df rUp Dfr ky Bgq rivdfs kol afieaf aqy afpxI juwqI gMZx vfsqy kihx lwgf. pr Bgq, jo bRfhmx dy rUp vfly Bgvfn nUM pCfx cuwkf sI, juwqI gMZx qoN jvfb dy igaf ik myry koly qF sMd hI hY nhIN juwqI gMZx vfly. "Bgq ho ky JUT boldF"? Bgvfn hwisaf. "qUM Bgvfn ho ky nhIN boldf ijhVf bRfhmx bxI iPrdF"? Bgq df jvfb sI. "bolo jI siqnfm sRI vfihgurU". 

rwb vI JUTf, Bgq vI JUTf qy swcf kOx? bfbf ZwzrIaF vflf? jF iPr akl dy aMnHy lok, ijhVy awKF mIcI Ausdy ivcfly Cwzy vfihgurU nUM bVI mwDm afvfjL ivwc pUrf krdy ny. 

hor sux lE "BfeI bicwqr isMG nUM bihrUpIaf kihMdy sn, Auh svyry kwpVy hor pfAuNdf duiphry hor sLfm nUM hor. (sLfied bfbf jI vFg ismrny qOlIey dI mYicMg vI krdf hoxf aqy pwg AuWpr rMg brMgIaF pwtIaF vI bMndf hoxf) qy sfD sMgq jI jd Auh hfQI nUM mfrn cwilaf nf, nfl dy AuhnUM Guwt-Guwt imly ik qUM ikhVf hux vfps afAuxf hY. afKo jI siqnfm sRI vfihgurU".

 qy amlI vflf cutklf vI suxdy jfAu. "amlI nUM mF dy Puwl pfAux Gwilaf rfh 'c hI Ausdf mfvf muwk igaf, mF dy Puwl Auh rsqy 'c hI ikqy diraf ivwc suwt ky Gr muV afieaf. BrfvF nUM pqf lwg igaf Auh kihMdy amlIaf rfq nUM mF sfnUM supny 'c imlI aqy roNdI sI ik qUM AusnUM ikqy rsqy 'c hI suwt afieaf hYN. amlI kihMdf eynI dUr quhfnUM jo dwsx afeI sI eydUM QoVHf prHF cly jFdI. bolo jI siqnfm sRI vfihgurU?

 AuNJ 'bfby' bVy 'isafxy' jfpdy hn dIvfn ivwc lwKF df iekwT aqy aMimRq CikaF dI lMmI ilst dwsxI nhIN Buwldy. awj hr 'sfD' lwKF pRfxIaF nUM aMimRq pfn krfAux dIaF ilstF cwkI iPrdf hY aqy iehnF 'sfDF' dIaF lwKF pRfxIaF nUM aMimRq CkfAux dIaF lMmIaF ilstF df ijLkr sux ky hYrfnI bVI huMdI hY ik Auh lwKF aMimRqDfrIey gey ikDr? pMjfb ivwc qF pwg dfhVI lwBxI aOKI hoeI peI hY. nOjvfnI nisLaF 'c grk geI hY. sLrfbF dy diraf vg rhy ny pMjfb dI DrqI Aupr. hr moV qy sLrfb df Tykf hY. kRoVF dIaF bolIaF lwgdIaF ny TyikaF dIaF. dunIaF df ikhVf nsLf hY, ijhVf pMjfb dy ihwsy nhIN afieaf?

 iekwly pMjfb ivwc hI awj hjLfrF 'sfD' hrl-hrl krdy iPrdy lwKF nUM gurU lV lfAux dIaF ilstF cuwkI iPrdy ny, svfl iPr AuQy hI KVf hY ik 'sfDF' dI igxqI dy ihsfb qF kRoVF aMimRqDfrI pMjfb ivwc idsxy cfhIdy hn. nhIN?

 "bVI CotI Aumr ilv lwgI sv: bfbf jI nUM" iewk swT ku sfl dI mfeI tI[ vI[ awgy hwQ joVI bYTI isr JukfAuNdI kih rhI sI. pr 'bfby' kih rhy sn ik mYN sfeIkl vyc ky ZolkI leI ZolkI qoN 'qrwkIaF kr 20-50 lwKIaF kfrF, agFh sLfied jhfjL dI iqafrI hovy? ieQy ilv df qF ijLkr hI koeI nhIN. AuNJ ilv qF iksy smyN 'bfby dlyr isMG nUM vI bVI CotI Aumry lwgI sI, pr smF puwgx qy awj koeI byrF vwty nhIN puwCdf. hYrfn hoeIdf ik ies 'AuWcI ilvF' vfly 'mhFpurKF' nUM sfzy AuWcI ilv vfly gurduafiraF dy pRbMDk vyKo ikvyN Ptf-Pt pCfx jFdy ny. sfzy vrgy kljuwgI jIvF dI smJ dI pkV ivwc hI iksy bfby jI dI 'ilv' AudoN afAuNdI hY, jd bfby smyq iksy bIbI dy 'AuWcI ilv' qoN vI iksy agFh vfly 'mMzl' ivwc AuzfrI mfr cuwky huMdy hn? quhfzy sfhmxy hY ik 'bfby' iphovy vfly dIaF 'AuWcIaF AuzfrIaF' sfzy 'gurduafiraF' dy AuWcy' mhMqF dy kdoN dI smJ af cuwkIaF sn aqy gurU GrF ivwc dyh cmty qy cmtf KVikaf. ZolkIaF dIaF gUMjF ny rMg bMnH Cwizaf. 'bfbf jI' rfq dy do-do vjy qIkr lokF dy GrIN dU-dU krdy iPrdy lokF df 'pfr Auqfrf' krdy iPrdy aqy afpxy Kfs sLrDflUaF nUM ajIq juJfrF dy iKqfb vMzdy rhy. mgry sfzy vwzy-vwzy cODrI vMn svMny lfcIaF-bdfmF vfly duwD, muwCF ivwc dI cUsdy iPrdy socdy rhy ik pMQ df Pisaf gwzf hux bfby dIaF ZwZF hI kwZxgIaF? pr gurduafiraF dy sLfqr mhMq lokF dI mUrKqf BrI Bwj dOV dyK ky muskVIaF hwsdy aqy AuCldIaF golkF dyK Zoly dIaF lfAuNdy rhy. lokF nUM hosL AudoN afeI (sLfied keIaF nUM hfly vI nhIN afeI) jd 'bfibaF dy KfDy kfjU-ipsqy jwg jfhr hoey.' 

pr iehnF bfibaF dy bxdy inwq nvyN skYNzlF qoN lokIN pqf nhIN ikAuN nhIN kuJ iswKdy. Auh socdy sLfied 'sfzy vfly bfbf jI TIk ny', "dyKo jI Auh qF iksy qoN mwQf vI nhIN itkfAuNdy. pYrF dy nyVy nhIN lwgx idMdy, buwl AuhnF dy hr vyly ihwldy rihMdy ny, qy ismrnF Guwkdf"? pr ieh mwQy nf itkfAux df pfKMz krn vfilaF dy zyiraF ivwc iehnF dIaF KflI peIaF kursIaF nUM vI mwQy itk rhy ny.

 iehnF '108 bRhmcfrIaF' ivwcoN iphovy vfly 'sfD' df rOlf hfly kwlH dIaF gwlF ny, isLkfgo vfly 'Kflsf sMq' jI awj kwlH dIaF surKIaF df isLMgfr ny, 'sfD' DnvMq isAuN jylH ivwc lukfeI nUM 'DMn' kr irhf hY, amr isAuN bVUMdI vfly nUM lokIN avqfr mMndy sn, pr jo gMd Aus pfieaf duhrfAux dI loV nhIN, pr hYrfnI ies gwl dI ik Auh vI 'mhFpurK' bixaf iswKF df DMn luwt irhf hY. drsLn isAuN ZwkI vflf, ijsdy svfrI hI koeI psMd nhIN sI afAuNdI aqy ijsdf nfm bolidaF hI sLfm pY jFdI sI, luiDafxy jylH dy 'qpobx' ivwc bYTf hY. iewk bwcy dy ryp kys ivwc nfnksrIey TfT df rOlf pY hitaf hY. jmInF dy kbijaF ipwCy iehnF bgly BgqF dIaF golIaF cwl htIaF aqy bMdy mr hty ny. iehnF sohxIaF idsdIaF mUrqF dy zyiraF df sfrf gMd jy bfhr af jfvy qF lukfeI Drm nUM vI nPrq krn lwgygI. iehnF sLfqr 'sfDF' ny "sMq kI inMdf" vfly gurbfxI dy pivwqr Purmfx nUM lokF dIaF jubfnF vwZx vrgy toky vFg vriqaf hY, nfly lokF df DMn luwitaf nfly iewjqF. iehnF awj dy 'sfhnF' ny iswK dI sLrDf df rwj ky sLosLx kridaF AuhnF dy GrIN 'rfs lIlHf' rcfeIaF aqy Kyh KrfbIaF kIqIaF. 

hr 'vwzy sfD' dy do-cfr-pMj-swq zyry ny aqy 'bfby' afpxy zyiraF Aupr ieMJ jFdy ny ijvyN koeI jgIrdfr afpxI jgIr AuWpr gyVf mfrn jFdf hY. 'bfibaF' dI afmd qy AuhnF dy DnfZ 'sMgI', ijhVy awgoN ipwCoN gurU sfihb nUM PuwlIaF-pqfsy hI cVHfAuNdy, nIly-pIly kfgjF vfly PlF dy tokry aqy vrkF vflIaF miTafeIaF dy zwby PVI lfeInF lfeI KVoqy huMdy hn. jd 'bfby' afpxI 20-22 lwKI kfr ivwcoN AuWqrdy hn qF gyNdy-gulfb dy PuwlF dI vrKf AuhnF dy 'sMgI' awzIaF cuwk-cuwk ieMJ krdy ijvyN ivafh vflf muMzf GoVI cVHn lwgf huMdY. 'bfbf jI' dy dIvfn hfl 'c jfx vyly AuhnF dy BlvfnF vrgy cyly "Bfgu hoaf guru sMqu imlfieaf" nUM Got-Got rgVf Pyrdy hn. bIbIaF AuWz-AuWz pYrF nUM cMbVdIaF, ijsdf 'bdnsIb' hwQ pYrF nUM nhIN Coh skdf, Auh pYrF vflI QF AuWqy pocf ijhf Pyr rOlf pfeI afAuxgy, "bIbIAu ht jo ipwCy bfbf jI af rhy ny, ht jo, ht jo bfbf jI af gey". 

ijMny vwzy ilPfPy AunHy vwzy 'srdfr' AunHy vwzy 'sMgI'. Auh afpxIaF TwgIaF, byeImfnIaF, tYksF aqy hor GfilaFmfilaF df kflf Dn, awD mIcIaF awKF, juVy hwQF aqy 'swcy pfqsLfh' vrgy momo Twgxy lPjF nfl sMboDn ho ky, 'bfibaF' dy crnF 'c ilaf ky icwtf krn df Brm pfldy aqy sMqusLt huMdy ny ik ies DMn dI irsLvq nfl sfzy kIqy pfp bKsLy gey hn. donoN iDrF KusL ny. bfby DMn pf ky, sLrDflU 'DMn' ho ky. lYx vfly leI hor aXfsLIaF dy sfDn bx gey, dyx vfly dIaF 'PfhIaf' kwtIaF geIaF? bfby DMn dyx vfly aqy rwb dy ivcfly dlfl df kMm kr rhy hn. dyx vfly nUM BulyKf ik bfbf jI rwb nUM jfxdy ny, jdik bfbf jI dI bglf awK DMn vflI 'zwz' AuWpr hY.

 nvyN afey sLrDflU nUM bfby kMm-kfj jLrUr puwCdy ny. ies njrIey qoN nhIN ik iesdI ikrq suwcI jF byeImfnI dI hY, sgoN ies qoN ik ieQoN 'JfV' ikMnf ku inwkl skdY. 'JfV' dy ihsfb ieh 'gurmuK' aqy sLrDflU pRymI vrgy iKqfb idMdy ny aqy iehnF dy zyiraF ivcly atYc vfsLrUm aqy gIjrF vfly kmry vwzy 'JfV' vfilaF leI KuwlHdy vyKyy jf skdy hn. quVky vflIaF dflF, rYqy vfly dhIN kmiraF ivwc phuMcdy hn. pr grIbI dy 'klr' mfry lokF nUM qF 'afm lMgr 'coN vI keI vfr Dwky hI pYNdy hn.

 keI vfr iehnF 'bfibaF' dIaF njLrF ivwc grIbI vI 'prvfn' cVH jFdI hY, jy Aus grIb dI DI-BYx jvfn aqy mUMh mwQy lwgdI hovy. afpxy pfp imtfAux leI idwqf amIr df DMn ieh grIb nUM dy ky vwty ivwc AusdI iewjq nfl Kyzdy hoey afpxIaF kfmuk hvsF pUrIaF krdy hn. srsy vflf, afsLUqosL, bVUMdI vflf, DnvMq isAuN, iphovy vflf Kfs vrnxXog ny aqy hor pqf nhIN ikMny kfm dy aMnHy hoey ieh 'sfnH' afpxIaF kfmuk 'ZuwZF' nfl lokF dI mfniskqf nUM jLKmI kr cuwky ny. 

hux qwk pcfsI imlIan zflr crcF df lwg cuwkf hY, AuhnF dy pfdrIaF dIaF kfmuk krqUqF qy prdf pfAux vfsqy. pr sfzy iehnF kfmuk 'pfdrI sfDF' nUM koeI pwuCx vflf nhIN, ieh sB krqUqF krky vI '108 bRhmigafnI' bxy hrl-hrl krdy iPrdy hn. lMmy-lMmy icwty coly aqy hyTF AunHIaF hI lMmIaF kfrF pMjfb ivwc Kyh AuzfAuNdIaF iPr rhIaF hn. BfdoN dIaF KuMbF vFg AuWg rhy iehnF sfDF dy sLfhI TfT iswK kOm dI awj hoeI aqy ho rhI durdsLf df mUMh icVf rhy hn. iehnF bfibaF dI iewk lwq pMjfb huMdI, iewk pwCmI mulKF ivwc. muVn smyN iehnF dy rysLmI coilaF hyTlIaF 'dysI PQUhIaF' dy borIaF vrgy mUMh zflrF-pONzF nfl pftx nUM afey huMdy hn. iehnF dy kmiraF dy TMzy eyarkMzIsLnz aqy ilsL-ilsL krdy mfrbl iksy blYkIey dI koTI nUM vI sLrimMdf krdy ny. PirwjF ivwc pey vMn-suvMny kolzzirMks aqy imlr-vftr pMjfb dy suwk rhy aqy jihrIly ho rhy pfxIaF qoN byKbr ny. qVikaF vfly qrHF-qrHF dy Bojn, bdfmF vflIaF KIrF aqy kstzF, pMjfb 'c BuwK nfl KudksLIaF kr rhy iswK iksfnF vloN mUMh moVI bYTIaF hn. iehnF ivhlVF dy KfDy kfjU-ipsqy nvyN-nvyN sYks-skYNzlF nUM jnm dy rhy hn. gurU nfnk dI iswKI dI KyqI nUM iehnF, Cwzy srkfrI sfnHF vFg imwD-AujfV Cwizaf hY. inwq hrIaF crn vfly ieh 'bfby' pMjfb dI Gfx hoeI jvfnI, luwtIaF iewjqF aqy zuwlHy byqhfsLf lhU qoN pfsf vwt lMG jFdy hn. 

lokF dy KUn-psIny qy pldIaF ieh jokF lokF dI dI soc nUM KuMzI krdIaF AuhnF dy iKlfP Bugq rhIaF hn. lok ikAuN nhIN socdy ik 84 dy GwlUGfry qoN bfad ieh ZolkIaF cmty ikwQy sn? pMjfb dy gwBrUaF dy Gfx qoN POrn bfad ieh ZolkIaF aqy AuDr swiBafcfrk myly ikMJ KuMbF vFg AuWg afey. hYrfnI dI gwl ik ijhVy bfby aKOqI KfilsqfnIaF qoN zrdy ieDr mUMh nhIN sI krdy, awj AuhnF hI 'KfilsqfnIaF' dy gurduafiraf df ieh isLMgfr ny?? aqy loko, ieh icwty cfnx vrgI hkIkq hY ik Aus vyly iehnF ny quhfnUM Kfilsqfn dy nFa qy luwitaf awj ieh quhfnUM inwq nvyN 'bfibaF' dy nFa qy luwt rhy ny?? kfsL sfzy lok ies 'lotU Kyz' nUM smJx lwg pYx.

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