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mnuwKI hwk, surwiKaf aqy smilMgI ivafh

awj-kwlH knyzf ivc smilMgI ivafh bfry KUb crcf cl rhI hY. aMgryjLI aqy dysI mIzIey ivc ieh iek bhuq hI BKdf mslf bixaf hoieaf hY. knyzf dI PYzrl srkfr nUM iek Gwt igxqI ilbrl pfrtI clf rhI hY, ijs df pRDfn mMqrI pfl mfrtn hY. pRDfn mMqrI jI awj kwl ivdysLI dOry qy hn. kuwJ idn pihlF ieMzIaf vI jf ky afey hn. AunHF nfl Aus vyly BfrqI mUl dy cfr aYm[ pI[ sn jdoN idWlI ivc Bfrq dy pRDfn mMqrI mnmohn isMG nfl gwlbfq kr rhy sn. Ausy idn joigMdr isMG vydFqI ny smilMgI ivafh bfry iek adysL vI jfrI kIqf sI. ies afdysL dI KLbr knyzf dy sI[ bI[ sI[ ryzIE qy keI vfr nsLr kIqI geI sI. knyzf dy ishq mMqrI Aujl dusFJ ny ies bfry afpxf sq pRqIkrm vI jLfhr kIqf sI jo ik zt ky smilMgI ivafh dy hwk ivc hY. iek aMimRqDfrI nOjvfn nvdIp isMG vI ies dy hwk ivc suxIdf hY. gurbKLsL isMG mwlI jo ik sB qoN pihlf pwg vflf isWK knyzf dI pfrlI imMt leI cuixaf igaf sI, Auh zt ky ivroD ivc suxIdf hY aqy iek bIbI rUbI Zflf hfly ivc ivcfly hI hY. KLbrF muqfbk PrvrI mhIny ivc ies bfry iek ibWl knyzf dI pfrlIimMt ivc pysL kIqf jf irhf hY. hfly kwl hI (jnvrI 22, 2005) dIaF KLbrF ivc pRDfn mMqrI sfihb ny ikhf hY ik Auh ies muwdy qy afpxI kursI nUM vI dfa qy lfAuxoN nhIN iJjkygf aqy jy kr Aus nUM pfrlIimMt ivc Brosy df vot nhIN imldf qF Auh ies muwdy nUM iesLU bxf ky dubfrf coxF lVn leI iqafr hY.

iswK BfeIcfry dI bhusMmqI ies dI ivroDqf krdI hY aqy keI lIzr zwt ky ies dy hwk ivc hn. ies dy hwk ivc ztx vfly lIzr ies nUM cfrtr af rfeIts nfl joVdy hn. knyzf ivc ies vyly PYzrl lYvl qy cfr muwK pfrtIaF hn ijnHF ivcoN iek KyqrI pfrtI hY ijs df afDfr kyvl ikAubk ivc hI hY. bfkI iqMnF ivcoN iek knjLrvyitv zt ky ies dI ivroDqf krdI hY dUjI inAu zYmokryitk zt ky ies dy hwk ivc hY aqy qIjI pfrtI ilbrl vfly jo ies vyly swqf ivc hn AunHF ivcoN vI bhuqy hwk ivc suxIdy hn. jy kr ipCly ieiqhfs nUM dyKIey qF Gwt igxqI aqy mnuWKI hwkF leI sB qoN vwD rfKI inAu zYmokryitk pfrtI ny kIqI hY. ilbrl vfly ivckfr ijhy ivc rihMdy hn aqy krjLrvyitv vfly qMg idl smJy jFdy hn ijnHF ny ik afr[ sI[ aYm[ pI[ ivc pwg dI ivroDqf isWDy aqy aisWDy qOr qy sB qoN ijafdf kIqI sI.

isWKF nUM ies vyly bhuq hI dUr aMdysLI nfl sMBl ky cwlxf pvygf. iek pfsy sfzf Drm hY jo ik ies qrHF dI GtIaf socxI vflI gwl jo ik gYr kudrqI aqy ivsLrmI vflI vI hY kdI vI iejfq nhIN idMdf. dUjy pfsy mnuwKI hwk hn ijnHF dI KLfqr isWK kurbfnI dyx leI vI iqafr rihMdf hY. Tihro aqy soco, kI ieh mnuwKI hwk iksy hwd nUM qF nhIN pfr kr rhy? kI mnuwKI hwk ikqy jIvn dI surwiKaf leI Kqrf qF nhIN bx rhy? mClI nUM pfxI ivc pUrf hwk hY ik Auh Aus ivc ijqnIaF mrjLI hY klolF krdIaF iPry pr pfxI dI hwd qoN bfhr Aus dI mOq hY. ies leI ieh smilMgI vfly hwk hwd nUM pfr krn vfly hn aqy ieh jIvn leI KLqrf hn. pihlF vI iehI smiJaf jf irhf hY ik eyzjL dI ibmfrI smilMgIaF qoN sLurU hoeI hY ijs ny ik lwKF nUM mOq dy mUMh ivc pf idWqf hY aqy sfrI dunIaf dy sfieMsdfn keI dhfikaF qoN ies dy ielfj leI mgjL KpfeI kr rhy hn pr hfly qwk AunHF nUM kfmXfbI nsIb nhIN hoeI. knyzf ivc rihx vfly keI pfTkF nUM Xfd hovygf ik kuwJ sfl pihlF keI bIbIaF ny vI cfrtr af rfeIts df rOlf pfieaf sI ik sfnUM vI bMidaF vFg afpxIaF CfqIaF nMgIaF rwK ky pbilk QFvF qy GuMmx iPrn dI ajLfdI hoxI cfhIdI hY. kI ieh swiBaf sI? kI ieh mnuwKI hwkF dy hwd nUM pfr krn vflI gwl nhIN sI?

keI vfrI ieh vI pVHn suxn ivc afieaf hY ik keI mF-puwq, ipE-DI aqy BYx-Brf vI afps ivc kfm kRIVf aqy cMm rs dI pUrqI leI afps ivc srIrk sMbMD kfiem kr lYNdy hn aqy keIaF dy agFh bwcy vI pYdf ho jFdy hn. kI ies nUM vI mnuwKI hwkF dI gwl ikhf jfvygf. jy kr afpxy afp nUM DrmI smJ ky koeI sdfcfrk gux hI nhIN apxfAuxy, nYiqk kdrF dI koeI kImq hI nhIN qF iPr Drm nUM mMnx dI vI kI loV hY? Drm jIvn nUM aqy kfm nUM iek sMjm ivc rihxf vrqxf isKfAuNdf hY. BfeI gurdfs jI igRhsq Drm dI vizafeI ieMjL krdy hn:

jYsy sir sirqf skl mY smuMdR bzo, myr mY sumyr bzo jgqu bKfn hY.

qrvr ibKY jYsy cMdn ibrKu bzo, Dfq mY knk aiq Auqm kY mfn hY .

pMCIan mY hMs imRg rfjn mY sfrdUl, rfgn mY isrIrfgu pfrs pKfn hY .

igaFnn mY igafnu aru iDafnn mY iDafn gur, skl Drm mY igRhsqu pRDfn hY ]376]

mwKx isMG puryvfl,

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